CHUCH: Why do you keep failing Mercury RX?

There have been several shows over the years where I have discussed Mercury Retrograde. Yall are hard headed. I am too. Yet the way I am built NOW...I am unphased. This week was by far THE most humbling week. The retrograde is whooping me. It is not because of exes it's because of EXPECTATIONS. We oftentimes put people through tests that WE ourselves would FAIL. Not I. Anything I throw at a man I have mastered and can do for myself. Sometimes the retrograde...well ALL the time, the retrograde is to see if you are still the same dumb ass negro or stupid azz beotch. If you are...you have learned NOTHING. I am having great difficulty in learning. The more I learn about what my ancestors did and how to make moves honoring that, the more trash I am faced with. I have graduated from bum residue and energy to people that have money and sense but face demons my mama had to battle. Thus this demon is before me and I can't fight your demons just like I couldn't fight my mamas. These are all triggers for me. I was also reminded very CLEARLY that although I am ME, there are some people that will never see the value in what I do, how I look, what I represent or WHO I really am. I have to be thankful for this week. It humbled me. I see where I gave too much. I see where I must protect my energy and do whatever it is I want to do without the excuse that the retrograde made me do it. I was who I was when I got here. I am my mamas oldest daughter. Period.