CHUCH: ALIGNMENT

MY dad died 20 years ago to the date. I always mix up the years. Every November 17th brought me pain, then joy then breakthroughs. Karmically it must be a very important date in time. Although I am familiar with darkness, I only have about 2 bad days a year. Today won't be one of them but my body DOES remember. I remember leaving the cancer hospital and flying back to Pittsburgh. I remember putting a Rolex on my dad's arm and it sliding down. I remember the orderly telling me not to leave that on him because when he died people would steal it. I remember understanding that death was imminent. Cancer AND pneumonia. They couldn't treat both. I remember my brother having a moment with my dad that changed his life. I remember feeling responsible for the family legacy. My life is the sum total of MY alignment with my goals and dreams. I couldn't afford to dream 20 years ago. I was a broke college kid trying to help my family. NOW I am a broken woman trying to heal past traumas to actualize and actual LEGACY. Alignment isn't about knowing your purpose and walking within that. Alignment is about living your life ON purpose and doing things that bring you closer to your goals,purpose AND manifestations. Anything outside of that is demonic. Period. There will be suffering.