Dumb Beotch

Recently I was publicly asked ," Why do you act like you have it all together then speak as if youre going through hell"? On tonights show I am going to tell you all about what the fuck has been going on with me...whether past, present, or going forward. Although I generally live out loud MY love life has always been private. After a series of embarrassing tweets, snap shots, photos and humiliation NO I will not post a cat I deal with unless Im sure. (never nudes just words)I have to be sure hes not OUR boyfriend. I have to be sure hes not a gay. I have to be sure he is worthy of my time. I have to be sure he is a step above what I have dated. I typically dont judge ANY of you in my inbox. Yet when I post on your behalf somewhere along the line people got me fucked up. 90 percent of what I post isnt even about me. I am a writer. I do ALL things with passion. My suffering isnt any of your business. Just because YOU choose to post on social media ALL DAY LONG does not mean that is what I do. I take all my pain and eat it every single day. I dont have 5 million best frannndsss. I have 1. She works. I cant tell her everything in real time so I deal with it. Thats what adults do in case you havent learned that coping mechanism. My mama passed away almost 4 years ago. So, tonight I will talk about all the times I was a dumb bitch. This way maybe it will make YOU feel closer to ME or God. You want to know MY truth...well...I am going to tell it. #0fuxnation