Why Am I here- hosted by craig sicilia

Ever wonder like me why you lived throught the accident, why we didn't pull that trigger, or jump off that roof.  even when we have a healthy day sometimes we will still wonder why.  What goes through our minds as we contemplate all the different ways and which would be less painful or worry about someone we care about finding our body.  Seems like a never ending hampster wheel were on just round and round we go when we fall no body knows. even though lots of good things are happening enough of what we do carries over to the monetizers to profit from what we do, to save us from the people who think they know best.  And maybe in the end some will make it through and move one with real lives again forgetting and leaving behind that harsh always lost feeling, and dont look back.  Their the smart ones getting out of this business, trillion dollar business and then the medicines is where they get really rich, as your family and friends fall away one by one as you develop old principles that no one has people just come in and out of your life its like we go back 200 years where everything mattered, and we wonder why are we here what purpose of good does any of this have, because not a thing chances just round and round we go in our little wheel,  maybe the theroy were already in hell isnt so far off