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Do you know when it's time to say goodbye? As a child I didn't have a choice, I was moving, but as an adult it was a bit more vague. I felt I wanted my "bff" and be with my family/friends;lover forever, but that isn't realistic.
People and circumstances come into our lives for a reason. You may not know the reason for a long time to come but chances are you will know and see the signs it's time to say goodbye.
It's good to talk.