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  Date / Time: 11/11/2009 4:30 AM UTC

  Someone emailed me about my show and this was my response:

  I REPLACED THEIR NAME WITH ANONYMOUS:
  
  
  --- On Tue, 11/10/09,  ANONYMOUS wrote:

  
  From: ANONYMOUS Subject: Hello
  To: nadiakjohnson@yahoo.com
  Date: Tuesday, November 10, 2009, 2:16 PM
  
  

  Hey Nadia, My name is ANONYMOUS  and I'm a host on BTR as well. But this morning I came across your show, I have to say that I was blown away that you would share to that degree in such a short time. I'm not here to discriminate against you or judge you, I extend my love to all. I just want to know; if you feel comfortable to do so, how does it feel living in a bi-sexual lifestyle and marriage simultaneously? You're free to hit me up at this e-mail anytime, I'm extending my hand out to you. Keep God first and be blessed. Sincerely, ANONYMOUS

  
  

  
  
  
  Hi

        Thanks for emailing me. I appreciate you not judging me either. It's a very difficult situation. I was always one to say there's no reason to cheat, no excuse whatsoever. It wasnt until I was placed in a difficult situation that I realized its not as easy as I thought it was to keep myself inspite of no sex with my loving husband for 4years. I make no excuses. I have needs physically and masturbation only kept me for so long, before my mind and my thoughts began to wander. I used to be bisexual prior to marriage. i made a decision that after my engagement there would be no more women. I never stopped admiring though. My husband is a great man, loving, affectionate, hard working, extremely attractive, and he is always home, I always know where he is and what hes doing, he's considerate and honest and often I feel horrible for what I do in secret. However, I feel as though sleeping with a woman is lesser than sleeping with a man. I dont have any emotional attachment, we are more like girlfriends who shop, hang out and occassionally have a one nighter that we never speak of. Its a stress reliever for me, keeps my thoughts off of other men, satisfies me sexually, and my husband and I dont fight anymore about his performance issues when Im being please by a woman. Its a beautiful sparkly name brand bandaid over a horrible infected wound. I dont know what else to do. So in answer to your question, I feel conflicted at all times, a bit ashamed at times, guilty, but also am enjoying it, feel great and relieved after, and have fun in my secret world. It doesnt make any sense at all, but its me for the time being.  Thanks for the add on btr, I am now following you as well. I plan to air more episodes. Oh and its easy for me to share so much at one time bc my identity is completely hidden so i have no worries about it. Hope it doesnt all blow up in my face, but whatever. Hope you have a great day and I enjoyed listening to your most recent show!
  Nadia K. Johnson
  
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• Original Air Date: 8/6/2009 7:30 AM UTC

  Memoirs of a Closet bi sexual housewife

  That's me. A closet bi housewife. Young and happy. The only problem is.....once you've known the touch of another woman...it's hard to forget!
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