Tonight's special guest is Nia from Colorado. "I am an adult survivor of cult ritualistic torture and experimentation, child sex trafficking and ography, and ritualistic brainwashing," The abuse in her life started right away. "I was born for 'Moloch', for Moloch's pleasures and honor and glory. I was punished daily for not submitting to brainwashing, unimaginable torture and rape like the good girl I am." She goes on, "As a toddler it was the bedroom upstairs I was locked in. Nothing but a spoiled diaper 10+ times, a broken soul and God I was SO hungry." The house was a place of horror and terror. Downstairs was the dungeon, a playroom. "At least it had a bathroom inside. Doesn't make a difference when your dad passes out drunk after handcuffing your 4 year old wrist to the bunk bed." As she grew, so did her tenacity, but also, so did His appetite. "I was every man's pleasure. I was a good servicer to Moloch and my father." Nia shares, "As long as my dad was around to choke me until I switched back to his submissive daddy's girl, I didn't get beat nearly as badly." Nia's entire young childhood were lived in this way. "When I was six, they put me on the cross. They said they had to rip 'that devil Jesus' from my soul to save me. Everything is pretty black between then and 11 years old (for now)." Large pieces of memory are still missing, but terrifying images are there, scenes of torture that became worse as puberty came on. Nia wants to help others understand. "One day there will be nothing left to remember, that will be the day my DID system and I are able to move forward in helping the masses. We survived the trauma, we are hell bent on surviving the healing. Unfortunately, ritualistic torture and brainwashing is a life long battle within. This has to stop. We are here to help."