Radiate Love Radio: welcomes Bobbe Queen of the Angels.

Nineteen years ago, Bobbe found herself pregnant and feeling very much alone. Coming from a staunchly Catholic family, she was terrified to tell anyone, for fear her parents may collapse and die at the prospect of having an unwed pregnant daughter; or even worse, an unwed, pregnant daughter who wasn't even seeing the father of the child any more. This was a disaster in her heart and mind. She'd rather have died than shame her family. Very early on, she made the decision to tell no one. She knew she would have to at some point, but for the time being, she decided she would keep the secret until either someone saw her and figured it and would be unable remain silent any longer. She didn't even see a Doctor for fear of the news getting back to her parents. Her theory was that if no one on the planet other than herself knew...she could at least rest assured her parent's would not find out before she could tell them. Knowing that something was wrong but not knowing what, her mother handed her a Rosary one day. It had come as a present to her from her Aunt Clara, who had recently returned from Medjugorje, Yugoslavia (it was still Yugoslavia at that time). With the Rosary came a card that read, "Mary wants you not to be afraid and to pray, pray, pray". Her mother explained to her that The Blessed Mother had been appearing to six children in the small village of Medjugorje . One of the children had held her Rosary during an apparition and The Blessed Mother, Herself, had Blessed it. She told her if she prayed the Rosary and talked to Mary, she would feel much better. Bobbe thanked her for the gift and for the card... Then Bobbe did what any twenty four year old would have done in her place. She threw it in a drawer and slammed it shut. Bobbe was actually afraid of the Rosary, fearing it would glow in the dark or come out at night and fly around the room. Each time she would pass that particular drawer, Bobbe would silently apologize to Mary for being afrai