Can I give you some advice?

Absolutely not!  It's my life, I will live the way I want to!  A baby gets hysterical when the bottle is taken away, we learn from a young age to be whiny.  Much is made about sports, and the "toughen-up" mentality.  Some one this week posted a John Wooden thought about something similar, " I am not worried so much about the player they become but about the man they become!"  More Christians are tripped up in the heat of the moment at the ball fields than anyplace.  I remember my dad had a cousin and he coached his son and my dad coached me, they fought and argued everytime we played.  My take away was I knew my dad was not a Christian, but this man was.  That man invited to church my entire life, everytime I saw him.  I even went a few times, but I never will forget the arguing, and thinking this guy says he is a Christian.  How crazy are you willing to get for 15 minutes of fame?