Ruining my SO-SO relationship

Those of us who stay single for any length of time, might possibly have hidden agendas connected to our state of disconnection.

If you have the habit of disconnection as I did, you might relate to what was going on when I managed to stay disconnected, even in the midst of a relationship. 

Yes, even when the man asked me to marry him.

Even more true, was that the man was showing me all the things about myself that I LONGED TO IGNORE.

Tune in when I disclose my state of self-deception and blissful ignorance, cloaked in a pretence of desire for intimacy. Yikes!!

I have a knack for turning troubles into great big "AHAs!', and I'll be sharing my unusual perspective with you, so you can do the same for yourself.