When Pain Happens PT 1

Pain Happens.  These past years we as a family lost over 20+ families. There has been a lot of pain and surviving.  During the pandemic we lost a cousin.   I recently just lost my sister.  it is the worst thing to have family in the hospital during the pandemic and pain of a lifetime in your heart because you cannot visit them..   When my sister got sick and went into the hospital the nightmare for me began because I am someone that feels a lot of my answers or directions come from God.  When I got that phone call that my sister was going to pass I cannot tell you the emotions that started taking over my being.  I truly believe in God but I also believe that we are human beings who go through life situations just like any other person and therefore we shall have emotions but the difference is we do not forget God is still in charge.  Anyway, once I got calm and got to the hospital.  My sister family was in the waiting room with more of our family and it got so quiet when they saw me coming in because everyone know I am the youngest sister but the sister that will battle for my family especially my sister even though she was a married woman with grown sister they still know no one messes with my sister, So I came in spoke and hugged everyone  Someone was in with my sister and finally I went in  Once I said my sister not responding but breathing still I knew she was not going to die right then.  I just did not feel death before me and I said that to my brother.  Day in and night out we was at the hospital by my sister's bedside but receiving nothing but bad information as to what they thought would happen but I for one never would go against what I felt and that was that my sister would not die right then and she did not die. My sister awakened and lived throughout the months and year but recently passed!

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