The Model Interview

For 12 years, I dealt with and suffered through anorexia nervosa and bulimia. I thought I was fat! I thought I was ugly and I hated myself! I caused self infliction because I couldn't understand why or how people thought I was so beautiful. I wanted them to see what I saw! When I was 17 years old, I was raped and abused, kidnapped and left for dead by someone I loved very much. This led me along a string of bad relationship that were either physically, mentally, verbally or emotionally abusive.