Due to the fact that I myself have suffered childhood sexual abuse at the age of 12 years old, I feel it is my duty to tell my story to let other boys and men know that they are not alone and give them hope and to be there for them every step of the way. My childhood friends that suffered the sexual abuse, through the same man, all passed away after the trial - due to the fact that we all thought that if we testified against this man that every single emotion we were carrying around with us would go away. We carried: guilt, shame, self-blame and a never-ending list of emotions. But by us testifying against this monster, we all relived our trauma that we all had stuffed deep down inside and repressed by self-medicating. After the trial, my friends and I had nowhere to turn and may God rest their souls. I keep in mind that we all gave up countless years of our lives in order to save countless other little boys from suffering at the same hands by which we suffered. My friends gave their lives and I am giving back to prevent this from happening again.This deals with homlessness to the addict suffereing day to day; and to shine a light on and over our so-called justice system. My goal is to bring true redemption stories and save one soul at a time.