http://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguyThis show is about self loath, self harm,self doubt. A diary in podcast form. enBlogTalkRadio.com. All Rights Reserved.Sat, 15 Jun 2019 02:15:00 GMTMon, 11 Jun 2018 04:00:00 GMTSelf HelpBlogTalkRadio Feed v2.0https://dasg7xwmldix6.cloudfront.net/hostpics/a63f2687-7949-48ce-bb0d-457916c4c9f4_sad_black_guy_podcast.jpghttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguyThis show is about self loath, self harm,self doubt. A diary in podcast form. feeds@blogtalkradio.comBlogTalkRadio.comSelf-harm,personal,loneliness,sadnessThe Sad Black GuynoThis show is about self loath, self harm,self doubt. A diary in podcast form.episodichttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/06/11/what-triggers-me-to-self-harm-s1-ep44Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/06/11/what-triggers-me-to-self-harm-s1-ep44/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/06/11/what-triggers-me-to-self-harm-s1-ep44Mon, 11 Jun 2018 04:00:00 GMTWhat triggers me to self-harm? (S.1 Ep.44)On this episode I will be talking about things that trigger me to self-harm. 00:28:00The Sad Black Guynoself harm,Self Esteem,self hate,help meWhat triggers my to self-harm699af212-3091-4865-9622-1908ed53fdf0144fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/06/07/shame-of-being-a-bottom-s1-ep43Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/06/07/shame-of-being-a-bottom-s1-ep43/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/06/07/shame-of-being-a-bottom-s1-ep43Thu, 07 Jun 2018 04:00:00 GMTShame of being a bottom (s.1 Ep.43)Talking about me bottoming00:29:00The Sad Black GuynoGay sex,LGBT,ConfessionGay talka47fd807-9a8f-42ce-a68d-280a704a2b17143fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/06/04/living-with-my-mom-s1-ep-42Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/06/04/living-with-my-mom-s1-ep-42/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/06/04/living-with-my-mom-s1-ep-42Mon, 04 Jun 2018 18:06:31 GMTLiving with my mom (S.1 Ep. 42)Unhappy with my life00:25:00The Sad Black GuynoScrub,UnhappyUnhappy with my lifef0ce85fd-d687-4823-b8eb-b4e7a4cce1ee142fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/06/04/s1-ep-41Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/06/04/s1-ep-41/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/06/04/s1-ep-41Mon, 04 Jun 2018 03:11:21 GMTLiving with my mom, who dont work (S.1 Ep. 41) Intro Topic One: Future of the show Topic Two: Manager being homophobic, pulling boy. Topic Three: Mom not working End: 00:30:00The Sad Black Guynohomophobia,homophobic,random thoughts,SadIntro Topic One: Future of the show Topic Two: Manager being homophobic, pulling boy. Topic Three: Mom not working End:a35ba1b5-3c7f-4047-9f6a-4600e3078fbb141fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/05/18/feeling-like-a-pawn-s1-ep40Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/05/18/feeling-like-a-pawn-s1-ep40/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/05/18/feeling-like-a-pawn-s1-ep40Fri, 18 May 2018 03:27:16 GMTFeeling like a pawn (s.1 Ep.40)Random things that's on my mind00:29:00The Sad Black GuynoWork,Random thoughts,Self Harm,Self doubtFeeling like a pawn in life and workec31043f-37b3-455d-a4a0-575e9b6167d0140fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/05/13/from-whippings-to-self-harm-s1-ep39Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/05/13/from-whippings-to-self-harm-s1-ep39/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/05/13/from-whippings-to-self-harm-s1-ep39Sun, 13 May 2018 04:06:25 GMTFrom whippings to self-harm (s.1 Ep.39)I will be talking about shutting myself off from people and beatings.00:29:00The Sad Black GuynoBeatings,Whippings,Self HarmRandom thoughtsff886806-91c6-42af-930e-f14e806f9f23139fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/05/08/am-i-afraid-of-success-or-failure-s1-ep38Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/05/08/am-i-afraid-of-success-or-failure-s1-ep38/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/05/08/am-i-afraid-of-success-or-failure-s1-ep38Tue, 08 May 2018 03:13:50 GMTAm I afraid of success or failure (s.1 ep.38)Today I'll be talking about some random things going on in my mind00:30:00The Sad Black GuynoRandom thoughts,Job interviewRandom thought8c8e5beb-1e06-4fbe-ad50-970c33db3a4c138fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/30/live-from-the-health-clinics1-ep37Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/30/live-from-the-health-clinics1-ep37/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/30/live-from-the-health-clinics1-ep37Mon, 30 Apr 2018 16:23:52 GMTLive from the health clinic(s.1 ep.37)What the title of the episode says.00:27:00The Sad Black GuynoGet tested,Std,HiLive from the health clinicd4b0978b-ad24-4a64-8f7b-505c21affb47137fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/29/std-and-i-went-off-today-s1-ep36Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/29/std-and-i-went-off-today-s1-ep36/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/29/std-and-i-went-off-today-s1-ep36Sun, 29 Apr 2018 04:04:53 GMTSTD?, and I went off today (S.1 Ep.36)Intro: Topic One: STD? Topic Two: Going off on someone Topic Three: This guy from my neighborhood  End: Playbuzz Quizz 00:40:00The Sad Black GuynoAnger,std,quizSelf counseling sessioncbd5eaf7-025d-4dba-9a9e-a92eb7f17100136fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/25/rest-in-hell-barbra-bush-s1-ep35Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/25/rest-in-hell-barbra-bush-s1-ep35/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/25/rest-in-hell-barbra-bush-s1-ep35Wed, 25 Apr 2018 00:12:50 GMTBarbra Bush, Rest on your Bad Hip (S.1 Ep.35)Intro: How did my last few days go Topic One: Barbra Bush's Death Topic Two: Donald Tramp Pretends to plant a tree Topic Three: News Topic Four: Bow Wow Topic Five: Classmates doing better than me End: Playbuzz Quizz 01:54:00The Sad Black Guynoeulogy,Bow wow,suicidalIntro: How did my last few days go Topic One: Barbra Bush's Death Topic Two: Donald Tramp Pretends to plant a tree Topic Three: News Topic Four: Bow Wow Toe080fb86-0f84-4de6-ad1d-f3b48885bb53135fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/20/white-people-make-me-uncomfortable-part-2-s1-ep34Current Eventshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/20/white-people-make-me-uncomfortable-part-2-s1-ep34/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/20/white-people-make-me-uncomfortable-part-2-s1-ep34Fri, 20 Apr 2018 04:15:17 GMTWhite People Make Me Uncomfortable Part 2 (S.1 Ep.34)Intro: Topic One: How did my day go/ My hair/ Loot Crate/ My check/ Gay guy at work Topic Two: News  Topic Three: Hey You Stupid Bitch End: Playbuzz Quizz 01:12:00The Sad Black GuynoRant,News,Racist,StarbucksRandom Newsfdcc73bb-45e5-417a-b40a-1fea725ada75134fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/16/white-people-make-me-uncomfortable-s1-ep33Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/16/white-people-make-me-uncomfortable-s1-ep33/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/16/white-people-make-me-uncomfortable-s1-ep33Mon, 16 Apr 2018 02:47:53 GMT"White People Make Me Uncomfortable" (S.1 Ep.33) Intro: Topic One: Recaping My Week and How did my day go Music Break: Kendrick Lamar "All The Stars" Topic Two: Random Thoughts Topic Three: Wanting to be more mature Topic four: Orange Anime Music Break: Kin4Life "Never Ment to hurt you Main Topic: White people End: Buzzfeed Quiz 01:47:00The Sad Black GuynoWhite people,new job,random thoughtIntro: Topic One: Recaping My Week and How did my day go Music Break: Kendrick Lamar "All The Stars" Topic Two: Random Thoughts Topic Three: Wantin72e9e597-c8e2-46ac-923d-74823062afa8133fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/12/something-on-mindSelf Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/12/something-on-mind/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/12/something-on-mindThu, 12 Apr 2018 05:42:28 GMTSomething on mind.Something on my mind00:35:00The Sad Black GuynoSelf hateSomething on my mind41f95270-683e-48d9-aafc-729fb7182565135fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/08/book-discussion2nd-time-around-by-james-earl-hardys1-ep32Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/08/book-discussion2nd-time-around-by-james-earl-hardys1-ep32/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/08/book-discussion2nd-time-around-by-james-earl-hardys1-ep32Sun, 08 Apr 2018 04:11:02 GMT"Book discussion,2nd Time Around by James Earl Hardy"(S.1 Ep.32) Intro: Topic One: Going without cable and wifi Topic Two: Random Thoughts (People feeding wild birds) Topic Three: Seeing my brother at Food Lion Music Break: Sur Ellz "Magic" Topic Four: Book Discussion Music Break: Kin4Life "Indian In my family" End: 01:12:00The Sad Black GuynoBook discussionIntro: Topic One: Going without cable and wifi Topic Two: Random Thoughts (People feeding wild birds) Topic Three: Seeing my brother at Food Lion M258767b1-6f8f-40fc-9364-224a809b9476132fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/01/i-wanted-to-self-harm-at-work-s1-ep31Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/01/i-wanted-to-self-harm-at-work-s1-ep31/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/04/01/i-wanted-to-self-harm-at-work-s1-ep31Sun, 01 Apr 2018 03:41:42 GMTI wanted to self-harm, at work (S.1 Ep.31)Intro: Watching unboxing videos Topic One: Random thoughts (People who dont go to church all year, going on Easter), (A mother is happy her fat daughter has a friend at school), (People who rely on me, talking sh*t about me) Music Break Luther Vandross "Shine" Topic Two:Hey You Stupid Bitch (Stright men pulling up they pants because they notice a gay man looking at them) Topic Three: People with easier jobs than you, complaining about how difficult they job is Topic Four: Addicted to Gay Internet couples Music Break: Kendrick Lamar "Kings Dead" Topic Five: Wanting to self-harm at work End: Playbuzz quiz 01:25:00The Sad Black GuynoSelf-harm,gay couples,Unboxing videosSelf-harm22d126d4-7e9a-450a-9b31-c990a277f37f131fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/28/sex-in-public-places-s1-ep30Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/28/sex-in-public-places-s1-ep30/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/28/sex-in-public-places-s1-ep30Wed, 28 Mar 2018 20:52:02 GMT"Sex in public places" (S.1 Ep.30) Intro: 1.Ending the show early. 2. Heart been hurting. 3.Wanting to find a new “freak buddy.”   Topic One: Random Thought (Can I be friends with a Republican?)   Musical Break: Janet Jackson "After You Fall"   Topic Two: War with Sir Darryl   Topic Three: Public places I’ve had sex at   End: http://thesadblackguy.tumblr.com/ http://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy http://www.stitcher.com/s?fid=175883&refid=stpr 01:05:00The Sad Black Guynosex,public sex,painIntro: 1.Ending the show early. 2. Heart been hurting. 3.Wanting to find a new “freak buddy.”   Topic One: Random Thought (Can I be friends with a Republ3bed3ab7-a7f5-4055-ae6d-cf953da73523130fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/28/sex-in-public-places-s1-ep29Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/28/sex-in-public-places-s1-ep29/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/28/sex-in-public-places-s1-ep29Wed, 28 Mar 2018 04:00:00 GMTThis Show Was A Fail (S.1 Ep.29) Intro: Why I havent done a show in a while Music Break: Keith Sweat "Nobody" Topic One:Random thoughts (Not knowing what to say to a person who lose someone) and (Vitiligo) Music Break: Luthor vandross "A House is not a home" Topic Two: News Topic Three: LGBT News End: Ended the show early. http://thesadblackguy.tumblr.com/ http://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy http://www.stitcher.com/s?fid=175883&refid=stpr 01:17:00The Sad Black Guynolgbt news,public sex,depressedThis show was a disaster.52e974fc-2120-4ae8-964b-79651c6c41f0129fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/21/book-discussion2nd-time-around-by-james-earl-hardy-s1-ep28Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/21/book-discussion2nd-time-around-by-james-earl-hardy-s1-ep28/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/21/book-discussion2nd-time-around-by-james-earl-hardy-s1-ep28Wed, 21 Mar 2018 23:45:46 GMT"Book discussion,2nd Time Around by James Earl Hardy" (S.1 Ep.28) Intro: Stealing Sir Darryl's catch phrase  Music Break: Nico and Vinz "Headlights" Topic One: Random Thought (can babies go to hell) and Hiding self harm scars during sex) Topic Two: Hey, You Stupid bitch, rant Music Break: Tory Lanz "Say It" Main Topic: Book Review End: 01:39:00The Sad Black GuynoSir darryl,Book Review,self harm,scars,cuttingIntro: Stealing Sir Darryl's catch phrase  Music Break: Nico and Vinz "Headlights" Topic One: Random Thought (can babies go to hell) and Hiding self harma987a226-bb44-42b4-909e-d67ea7c41f5b128fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/21/another-school-shooting-wtf-s1-ep27Newshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/21/another-school-shooting-wtf-s1-ep27/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/21/another-school-shooting-wtf-s1-ep27Wed, 21 Mar 2018 04:00:00 GMTAnother School Shooting. WTF (S.1 Ep.27) Intro: Topic One: How did my day go? Topic Two: Random Thought Music Break: Keith Sweat "Twisted" Topic Two: School shooting and bombings Topic Three: Self Harm News Music Break: Sade "Is It a crime"                       Johnny Cash "Hurt" Topic Four: I was in a three sum/ List of sexual parterns End: 01:45:00The Sad Black Guynoschool shootings,sex,bottoming,Sade,ThugsIntro: Topic One: How did my day go? Topic Two: Random Thought Music Break: Keith Sweat "Twisted" Topic Two: School shooting and bombings Topic399fa209-28f5-4c3f-acce-cfe73bfd09b5127fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/19/attack-the-racist-s1-ep26Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/19/attack-the-racist-s1-ep26/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/19/attack-the-racist-s1-ep26Mon, 19 Mar 2018 03:40:48 GMT"Attack The Racist" (S.1 Ep.26) Intro: Topic One: Racist Callers Topic Two: How did my day went Music Break: Luther Vandross "Shine" Topic Three: Hey, You Stupid Bitch Topic Four: LGBT News Music Break: Left Eye "Life is Like A Park" Topic Five: Earlier Years of me self-harming  End 01:16:00The Sad Black Guynolgbt,rant,racist,Self EsteemIntro: Topic One: Racist Callers Topic Two: How did my day went Music Break: Luther Vandross "Shine" Topic Three: Hey, You Stupid Bitch Topic Foe946ee25-cff9-4952-97c9-29109662eddc126fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/17/fk-andrew-caldwell-s1-ep25Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/17/fk-andrew-caldwell-s1-ep25/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/17/fk-andrew-caldwell-s1-ep25Sat, 17 Mar 2018 04:07:04 GMT"F@&k Andrew Caldwell" (S.1 Ep.25) Intro: Topic One: Why I dont like Andrew Calwell Music Break: Kin4Life "Never Ment To Hurt You" Topic Three: Random Childhood Story and prank callers.  Music Break: Janet Jackson "The Knowledge"  Topic Two: Reading my Sexual Partners list pt.2 01:18:00The Sad Black GuynoRandom Story,childhood story,london,LonelinessIntro: Topic One: Why I dont like Andrew Calwell Music Break: Kin4Life "Never Ment To Hurt You" Topic Three: Random Childhood Story and prank callers.6adf7ecb-c1f8-454e-9ac9-b4874922e0c4125fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/16/s1-ep-24-book-discussion2nd-time-around-by-james-earl-hardySelf Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/16/s1-ep-24-book-discussion2nd-time-around-by-james-earl-hardy/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/16/s1-ep-24-book-discussion2nd-time-around-by-james-earl-hardyFri, 16 Mar 2018 04:25:05 GMTS.1 Ep. 24 "Book discussion,2nd Time Around by James Earl Hardy" Intro: Topic One: How did my day go Music Break: Taylor Swift "Style" Topic Two Random Thought Music Break: Luther Vandross "A House is not a home" Topic Three: Book discussion End 01:34:00The Sad Black Guynolgbt,Book Club,Book Review,random thoughtsIntro: Topic One: How did my day go Music Break: Taylor Swift "Style" Topic Two Random Thought Music Break: Luther Vandross "A House is not a home"2a3542a0-af71-440c-813e-53c4494dba08124fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/14/s1-ep23-reading-my-self-harm-postsSelf Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/14/s1-ep23-reading-my-self-harm-posts/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/14/s1-ep23-reading-my-self-harm-postsWed, 14 Mar 2018 05:07:26 GMTS.1 Ep.23 "Reading my self harm posts" Intro Topic One: a.)How my day went                    b.) Sir Darryl Music Break: Craig Mack "Flava in ya ear" Topic Two: Random Thought Music Break: Kendrick Lamar "All the stars" Topic Three: My sexual Partners pt.1 Music Break: Mary J Blige "Rainy Dayz" Topic Three: Tumblr posts End 01:46:00The Sad Black GuynoSelf-harm,Emptiness,upset,work,self hateIntro Topic One: a.)How my day went                    b.) Sir Darryl Music Break: Craig Mack "Flava in ya ear" Topic Two: Random Thought Music2b5cc484-e8fd-4ad0-9bfe-08477f731019123fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/11/s1-ep22-book-discussion-b-boy-blues-pt2Bookshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/11/s1-ep22-book-discussion-b-boy-blues-pt2/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/11/s1-ep22-book-discussion-b-boy-blues-pt2Sun, 11 Mar 2018 05:42:16 GMTS.1 Ep.22 book discussion "B-Boy Blues" pt.2I will be continuing my discussion with the novel B-boy Blues, by james earl hardy. 01:10:00The Sad Black GuynoBook discussion,book club,lgbt,random thoughtsbook discussione1f1cbae-5968-4d19-b37f-4c2652f230b3122fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/10/s1-ep21-the-last-time-i-self-harmedSelf Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/10/s1-ep21-the-last-time-i-self-harmed/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/10/s1-ep21-the-last-time-i-self-harmedSat, 10 Mar 2018 04:42:33 GMTS.1 Ep.21 "The last time I self harm" Intro: Wait! Before you turn this podcast off,let me tell you what this show is about. Think of this show as a one man counseling session, or a diary in podcast form. I talk about my struggles with self hate, self harm, self doubt, and things that tend to get me down. So if this interest you, sit back, relax, and enjoy the saddest podcast in the world. Its this show Music Intro: David Bowie “Lazarus” Topic One: Random Thoughts Music Break: Logic “1-800” Topic Two: The last time I self harm Music Break: Nico & Vinz “Headlights” Topic Three: Nekocon End: 01:01:00The Sad Black GuynoSelfharm,nekocon,cutting,self mutilation,self-hatredIntro: Wait! Before you turn this podcast off,let me tell you what this show is about. Think of this show as a one man counseling session, or a diary in podcas406c6216-8439-4dd3-a63a-be6216f74fb2121fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/08/s1-ep20-i-used-to-get-bulledSelf Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/08/s1-ep20-i-used-to-get-bulled/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/08/s1-ep20-i-used-to-get-bulledThu, 08 Mar 2018 02:56:42 GMTS.1 Ep.20 "I Used To Get Bulled" Intro: Topic One:Moving from one city to another Music Break: Tori Lanz “Say It                          Kendrick Lamar "All the Stars"                          Brandy "In my own little corner" Topic Two: Being Bullied News: End: 01:18:00The Sad Black Guynomiddle school,bully,bullied,self hateIntro: Topic One:Moving from one city to another Music Break: Tori Lanz “Say It                          Kendrick Lamar "All the Stars"ded41c94-4b8c-47e5-bb5c-4a48fd6b64cd120fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/07/s1-ep19-book-discussion-b-boy-bluesSelf Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/07/s1-ep19-book-discussion-b-boy-blues/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/07/s1-ep19-book-discussion-b-boy-bluesWed, 07 Mar 2018 05:39:36 GMTS.1 Ep.19 book discussion "B-Boy Blues"On today's episode, I will be discussing a book I am reading called B-Boy Blues. 00:44:00The Sad Black Guynobooks,lgbt,african americanDiscussion a book i am readingabce30f7-5a72-4ac6-aa3f-bff29d7882ea119fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/06/s1-ep-18-the-therapy-sessionSelf Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/06/s1-ep-18-the-therapy-session/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/06/s1-ep-18-the-therapy-sessionTue, 06 Mar 2018 15:37:59 GMTS.1 Ep. 18 "The Therapy Session"Intro: Music Break: Janet Jackson "The Knowledge"  Topic One: Random Thought Topic Two: Im done with men Music Break: Janet Jackson "Night" Topic Two: Rant about cats and grown folks End: 01:00:00The Sad Black GuynoJanet jackson,therapy,rant,catsWhat is going on in my crazy mind?5cbbc519-b335-4acb-8282-51912ca1588d118fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/05/s1-ep17-the-gay-little-boy-1Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/05/s1-ep17-the-gay-little-boy-1/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/05/s1-ep17-the-gay-little-boy-1Mon, 05 Mar 2018 04:39:54 GMTS.1 Ep.17 "The Gay Little BoyIntro: Music Break: Sade "Feel No Pain" Topic One: Random Thoughts Music Break: Sade "Sweetest Taboo" Topic Two: B Boy Blues Topic Three: Guns in School Music Break: Sade "King of Sorrow" Topic Four: News Music Break: Sade "Is it a crime" Topic Five: The Gay Little Boy End: 01:25:00The Sad Black Guynolgbt,gay,sade,newsStory about me as a gay little boy2f87f590-45a1-48d7-ba0f-2407d385be29117fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/04/bonus-after-showNewshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/04/bonus-after-show/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/04/bonus-after-showSun, 04 Mar 2018 04:18:57 GMTBONUS: After ShowNow that today's show is over, Im going to stay on for a little longer and talk about other topics, like Gossip.  00:30:00The Sad Black Guynoaftershow,Bonus Episode,bonus,gossipNow that today's show is over, Im going to stay on for a little longer and talk about other topics, like Gossip.aeef2d4b-c770-491e-86f7-aa0e4eea439c117bonushttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/04/s1-ep16-holding-in-your-emotionsSelf Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/04/s1-ep16-holding-in-your-emotions/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/04/s1-ep16-holding-in-your-emotionsSun, 04 Mar 2018 01:58:39 GMTS.1 Ep.16 "Holding In Your Emotions" Intro:What's today show about Music Break:Kin 4 Life "Indian In My Family Topic One: How my last couple of days went Topic Two: Random Thoughts Musical Break: Mykki Blanko "Loner" Topic Three: Feeling Like a monster Music Break: Isley Brothers "Tears Topic Four: Holding In Emotions Music Break: Ja Rule "I Cry" Topic Five: News End:Thank you 01:52:00The Sad Black GuynoCry,this is us,news,Self harm,Self doubtIntro:What's today show about Music Break:Kin 4 Life "Indian In My Family Topic One: How my last couple of days went Topic Two: Random Thoughts Mus73d0eb92-ce44-4230-9a85-60db07f4910e116fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/02/s1-ep15-the-sad-black-guySelf Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/02/s1-ep15-the-sad-black-guy/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/02/s1-ep15-the-sad-black-guyFri, 02 Mar 2018 05:18:44 GMTS.1 Ep.15 "The Sad Black Guy"Topic 1: If I came across this show, would I enjoy it. Topic 2: How did I feel after yesterdays show, after going premium. Topic 3: How did my day went? One thing that made me smile or feel good. Topic 4: Negative thoughts Topic 5: News about Depression00:49:00The Sad Black GuynoSelf hate,self harm,negative thoughts,Musical BreaksThis show is for anyone who has ever self harmed of had self loath2602f9b1-13cb-490c-bf16-e5a220fd5692115fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/01/s1-ep14-i-upgraded-my-podcast-1Self Helphttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/01/s1-ep14-i-upgraded-my-podcast-1/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/03/01/s1-ep14-i-upgraded-my-podcast-1Thu, 01 Mar 2018 04:37:51 GMTS.1 Ep.14 ....."I Upgraded My Podcast"I'll be talking about the future of this show.00:54:00The Sad Black Guynoself harm,self mutilation,Self Mutilation or Cutting,random thoughtsIf you self harm, have self hate or self doubt, this show is for you.3939aaed-c382-433e-ae61-88509bc36785114fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/28/13-cutting-myself-after-i-left-busch-gardensPodcastinghttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/28/13-cutting-myself-after-i-left-busch-gardens/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/28/13-cutting-myself-after-i-left-busch-gardensWed, 28 Feb 2018 05:45:23 GMT13-Cutting myself after I left Busch GardensOn the 13th episode of The Sad Black Guy, Gordon talks about who he thinks this show is for. Also he talks about his whorish ways at work. And lastly he talks about the first time he cut himself.  00:30:00The Sad Black Guynoself harm,cutting,Self Hate,self mutilationThe first time i cut myselfbdba36fd-608a-4a5b-8568-dc2eb7f63079113fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/27/12-lgbt-newsPodcastinghttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/27/12-lgbt-news/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/27/12-lgbt-newsTue, 27 Feb 2018 04:00:00 GMT12-LGBT NewsOn todays episode, I will be discussing a couple of LGBT news, and I will be giving my thoughts on them. But before I get to the news I will share some random things that are on my mind.  For the musical break I will play Brockhampton's "Lamb" as well as Kin4Life's "Indian in my family" 00:30:00The Sad Black GuynoLGBT,Lgbtq,Brockhampton,Random thoughtLGBT news that will make you made.bc5eec72-00d8-4dfb-a1b3-a74645ec44a2112fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/26/11-i-went-to-sleep-feeling-depressedPodcastinghttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/26/11-i-went-to-sleep-feeling-depressed/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/26/11-i-went-to-sleep-feeling-depressedMon, 26 Feb 2018 04:00:00 GMT11-I Went To Sleep Feeling DepressedToday, on Febuary 25, 2018, I will be talking about random news. Also, I will be talking about what made me depressed right before I had went to sleep, last night.  For the musical break, I will be playing janelle monae's new song along with a classic from Mary J. Blige "Rainy Dayz 00:30:00The Sad Black GuynoLGBT,News,Suicide,Transgender,Mary J BligeWhy do i keep applying for crappy jobs6a86746c-2c64-4c4f-8285-410cbc74bc92111fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/25/10-everybody-hurtsPodcastinghttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/25/10-everybody-hurts/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/25/10-everybody-hurtsSun, 25 Feb 2018 04:38:03 GMT10- Everybody HurtsOn todays episode, I will be introducing the news segment into my show. The news will focus on self harm and lgbt news. For the musical break, it will center around HURT. The first song will be REM "Everybody Hurts" and Johnny Cash "Hurt" 00:30:00The Sad Black GuynoSelf Esteem,Self Hate,Self Harm,Self Hatred,Johnny CashRandom news about self harmc3629db2-281f-4bda-acff-46f01c18d544110fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/24/09-i-used-to-be-a-bullyLGBThttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/24/09-i-used-to-be-a-bully/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/24/09-i-used-to-be-a-bullySat, 24 Feb 2018 04:56:33 GMT09-I Used To Be A BullyOn today's episode, I will be sharing stories of be being a bully when I was a kid.  For my musical break I will be playing Brandy "In My Own Little Corner" and Case "Missing You 00:29:00The Sad Black GuynoAnger,Bullying,Harming,WTF,ForgivenessI had anger issues as a little boyedc16d68-d3e6-4498-952f-09d1b7fe947319fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/23/08-what-i-hate-about-myself-pt2LGBThttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/23/08-what-i-hate-about-myself-pt2/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/23/08-what-i-hate-about-myself-pt2Fri, 23 Feb 2018 04:25:31 GMT08- What I hate about myself pt.2On todays show I will continue on the list of things that I hate about myself. And later in the show I will begin my discussion on my anger problems, starting as a kid.  For my musical break, I will be playing two songs. The first one being Left Eye's "Life is like a park" and then  Green Day "Good Riddance".  00:30:00The Sad Black GuynoGreen Day,Good Riddance,Left Eye,Self Hate,GordonThese are a list of things that I hate about myself.6680b724-d052-4703-a58e-029f876e33a818fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/22/07-what-i-hate-about-myself-1LGBThttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/22/07-what-i-hate-about-myself-1/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/22/07-what-i-hate-about-myself-1Thu, 22 Feb 2018 04:00:00 GMT07-What I Hate About MyselfOn todays episode I start off with a few random thoughts. Hearing people in real life and in stories talking bad about the job that you are working. Another random thought is about seeing that one old man, downtown, standing in one spot praying.  After getting the random thoughts out the way, I get into the main topic of the show, "the list of things that I hate about myself.  The songs that I will be playing during musical break will be 1. Flyleaf "Sorrow" 2.Nico and Vinz "headlights" 00:31:00The Sad Black GuynoList,self hate,random thoughts,Musical break,FlyleafWhat are some things that I hate about myself?d1e1f545-ea3c-483e-8da7-c6b662fa924a17fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/21/06-what-i-like-about-myselfLGBThttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/21/06-what-i-like-about-myself/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/21/06-what-i-like-about-myselfWed, 21 Feb 2018 05:18:16 GMT06-What I like About MyselfTodays Episode I will be talking about what I like about myself. But first I have a couple rants to get off of my chest.  00:30:00The Sad Black GuynoRant,Crappy Job,Gordon,Chris Brown,Kendrick LamarTo hell with the post office.bcfb5d75-7d1e-468c-861a-8cdaff36df8616fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/19/05-illusion-of-bliss-pt3Personal Journalshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/19/05-illusion-of-bliss-pt3/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/19/05-illusion-of-bliss-pt3Mon, 19 Feb 2018 16:34:22 GMT05-Illusion Of Bliss Pt.3Talking about my day yesterday 00:30:00The Sad Black GuynoBlack Panther,Marvel,Comics,Loneliness,SexUsing Sex to Fill my Loneliness5ed92f74-9b11-41ce-853e-ccefef0efad215fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/18/04-illusion-of-bliss-pt2Personal Journalshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/18/04-illusion-of-bliss-pt2/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/18/04-illusion-of-bliss-pt2Sun, 18 Feb 2018 05:18:54 GMT04-Illusion of Bliss Pt.2I start off the show by talking about how my day went, and my belief that happiness is not free. Afterwards, I talk about the negative things I would do to fill my loneliness. I would take pills, overheat. Next time I would discuss the third thing I would do to fill my loneliness which is sex.  00:30:00The Sad Black Guynopills,teenager,loneliness,self-harmThe time I took pills as a teen because I was lonelye39ccc9b-d762-445f-b271-e3cc33edb03314fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/17/03-illusion-of-blissPersonal Journalshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/17/03-illusion-of-bliss/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/17/03-illusion-of-blissSat, 17 Feb 2018 04:37:08 GMT03-Illusion Of Bliss Part 1On today's show, I talked about my job cutting back my hours and the mess that is going on there. Also I briefly talk about me using food to fill my loneliness.  Music: Kendick Lamar "All The Stars" Alicia Keys "Illusion of Bliss" 00:30:00The Sad Black GuynoAlicia Keys,Kendrick Lamar,Mcdoanlds,LonelinessI need another job. lmfao92f02c60-1a06-49a9-a235-93a2fbbbc4ec13fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/16/02-f-valentines-dayPersonal Journalshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/16/02-f-valentines-day/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/16/02-f-valentines-dayFri, 16 Feb 2018 05:49:04 GMT02- F Valentine's DayToday I will be talking about my thoughts on my very first show. Also I will be talking about my job and whats going on there. and last, Ill be talking about my outlets.  Todays music will be Janet Jackson "After you fall" and Logic "1800" 00:30:00The Sad Black GuyyesMy Second Episode. How will this go?a96420ba-45b8-4464-83d6-cb205fa83dbc12fullhttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/15/test-episodePersonal Journalshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/15/test-episode/#commentshttp://www.blogtalkradio.com/thesadblackguy/2018/02/15/test-episodeThu, 15 Feb 2018 04:41:15 GMTTest episodeThis is my horrible first attempt at making a show. Better luck next time.  00:13:00The Sad Black GuynoThis is my very first podcast show3d003a41-662b-441d-940c-6760b9bfa0ba10full