If this world is false that I perceive by my ego and God is what is real, then it is God's Light that I choose to give up my "false life" to be. In Christianity we are told there is a Light of Christ within each of us. My desire is to have that grow so that it may consume the false perceptions I have of myself and others.
When things go contrary to what I would have them be. In other words, when I make choices that I am not happy with and would be tempted to feel guilty and beat myself up verbally or otherwise, it is important to remember that I am learning to let go of the ego and not judge myself when I think I have failed, but to move forward from where I am and be His Light. If I feel guilty, I claim the past, and make me the god of my future obliterating the joy of the moment, as well as recognition of His love of and awareness of me, which is where peace lies.
We are a work in progress and we have the ability to succeed!