I AM A TRAPPED GENIUS IN FROZEN MOMENTS OF TIME, FORGOTTEN MEMORIES, SPLIT PERSONALITIES.
This show inspired by Dr. Louise Montello class where for the first time I realized that all my life I have lived a life of shock and trauma after my oldest brother committed suicide when I was 8 year old. After that, when I was 13, my father died of throat cancer.
For all my life, no matter what I do, I got myself back to square one from love to relationships, to finance. I have a gift of turning good man into bad relationships, I have the talent of turning my success into dead ends, and I have the desire of being alone and have the freedom of doing nothing....
I was afraid of success all my life, I was fearful of man loving me because I am afraid they are going to leave me like my brother and father.
These events happened so many years ago, memories are forgotten, and yet they contrilled all my behaviours for life... So I wrote a song: The Trapped Genius.
The take home message is in life, we could be traumatized and permanently imprinted our emotional memory with that we don’t even remember and yet they would influence us our behaviors for life.
Maybe many of us had forgotten traumas, frozen split moments that control our behaviors???
What do we do to help ourselves? What do we do to help our loved ones? What do we do to help others?