Ba Humbug here we go another holiday season, is it hard for you, if it hard, easy, fun, sad or what. For me it is a reminder of what i have lost and the life i use to have. Nothing from my past is part of my present, nothing. i go through a long period just trying to get by. Not that i want to many time i wished i never survived my accident but i did and there has to be a reason right or maybe wrong.