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The deepest, most intimate part of a relationship with the Messiah is the Holy Spirit dwelling in someone's temple-heart, so never vilify or rail against it, for it will not be forgiven. If you're mature, you are reponsible for the fruit you produce, and you are producing fruit of some kind. Is Jesus right, or catholic priests and protestant preachers? Was He in the grave 3 days and 3 nights just as He said He would be, or do we listen to others who are "more studied and spiritual"?
Focusing on the words of Jesus (Yahshua)! What He said matters more than what you or I say, and more than what your pastor or favorite Bible teacher says.
It doesn't stop with focusing on the words of Jesus in the scriptures either. He IS the "WORD OF GOD", not the Bible. We need to learn to hear the ongoing Voice of the Spirit of the Messiah, that which He promised could comfort and guide us into all truth. Yes, I meant could, because His promise is conditional. It's up to us individually, whether it will actually happen ...
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