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You can't get a job because of you? The reason you remain unemployed is your actions or lack of actions. A better word likely is "fear". If you have job search fears, you have to get rid of your fears. Don't be afraid, makethe phone calls to find work. Walk in and ask for a job. Rejection is real but fear of rejection limits opportunities. Rejection is nothing to fear. Communication skills help. Develope your communication skills if there is fear there.
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