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Stop your limiting beliefs. Stop blaming others for your life! Do not take things personally. Learn to take back your personal power and take responsibility for your life.
You deserve self love and the love of others. When you look at the actions of others as something that is meant to hurt you, stop you, punish you, upset you, etc, then you are giving them the power to stop you from living the life you truly desire. You can realize your personal power when you look at the role you play. If circumstances aren't as you wish, you have the power to change them.
Do not take what others do personally. Be empowered to take the actions you want to achieve your personal desires.
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