Episode Twennietree. What's your gift? What are you meant to do?

The Buzz...What were you born to do? I spoke w/author Bernice L. McFadden earlier this month & she said she believes she was born to write & write she does. I believe I'm inches from discovering my calling. Why inches? Bcuz it's better than being miles or light years away. I worked in the business world so long that one day I began to feel sick 2 my stomach at my work. It involved telling someone how rich they were for something as basic as TV. I know it's business but it felt like benefiting from someone's bad habit like a pusher & I felt like I couldn't do it anymore. Somewhere along the way to that realization I thought about moving to non-profit because I care about folks but I now see that it's quite possibly the same kind of racket I escaped. So the best way for me to reach folks is on an individual level etc. I mean come on now, I'm not going 2 move 2 the mountains & live out my days feeding a forgotten tribe but I want 2 do something & don't know what. The Sting...People goin round talkin about spirituality as the key, knowledge as key, who you know (I say who knows you) is the key, or pure luck is the key to finding your path, your life's work. I'm still waiting for Publisher's Clearing House to come with my check so I can make up my path as I go along but that doesn't seem to be happening so. The Healing...Mama I was born to sing! or maybe dance, act, tell jokes, enlighten others, lead, speak, do magic. what were you born to do & are you doing it and if not, why not? There are no contracts up for grabs here but you never know who's listening. What's stopping you from following your destiny or spiritual path? Are you in your own way? Does it just come to you one day? Does a light bulb or other illuminating figure just poof on? Is it okay to be spiritual all of a sudden or were u following ur path all along? R people more apt to find their spiritual path after a disappointment like a lay off etc? I mean, there are entrepreneurs sprouting up every 2nd.