The Light Show  

 A sense of imminence could be felt throughout the show today, as Bonnie spoke about raising our hands to volunteer when God spoke about how hard this lifetime on earth would be, and Teresa and I spoke about knowing from the Mystery of who we are.

The knowingness that is our birthright, our channel into the divine, can be a guide everyday, even open us to information we need for specific tasks.  But we face obstacles in living into this flow of knowing.  It IS indeed a difficult lifetime!

From my experience, I have felt a reluctance to tend to my own affairs, my own creations, because I "needed to be needed" by others, to counter my deepest sense that I was not a wanted child.  As Bonnie commented, I was motivated by others needs, compromising my own evolutionary impulse (my own stream of knowing).

As we talked about pitfalls and hesitations, all of us could feel a new commitment to express the fullness of our knowings, our full magnificence as Beings, rather than qualify over and over how we might be wrong!  We could see that this magnificence was unique in its partnership with human vulnerability and that both streams of aliveness made us divine Beings in human form!

The richness of this weave is really beyond my capacity to wordsmith, so I hope that the energies of this exchange come through this text... perhaps you will need to listen to the show!!