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  • 00:28

    068: The Law Enforcement Perspective of Responding to a Suicide Crisis

    in Health

    ?This week's episode of 1, 2, Many: Veteran Suicide features a Navy veteran that explains to us what it's like to respond to a suicide crisis. The images he describes are very graphic and his thoughts on being a "burden" may be considered insensitive, but I think his perspective and experience are worth sharing.

    As always:

    RESPECT my guests
    Do NOT call them out if they’ve chosen to be anonymous
    Share this with those you feel would benefit
    Be sure to take something from each episode

    What do you think of this story? Join the conversation on Twitter:

    @One2ManyProject (podcast)

    @TimLawson21 (host)

  • 00:10

    063: Proactively Preventing Suicide (Momentary Reflections)

    in Health

    My name is Timothy Lawson. I'm a student here at American University, a Marine Corps veteran and a survivor of my own suicide attempt.

    I first pondered suicide as a teenager. I daydreamed of taking my own life and how the people around me would respond, but I didn't attempt.

    Early in my military career I took leave to go back home and visit friends. At the time, I was already struggling with emotional health. One night, while I was home, I was feeling guilt, shame, and lack of hope about several things in my life. I was depressed. I panicked. I went to the medicine cabinet and grabbed the first prescription bottle I could find and chased it with a bottle of beer. I didn't even bother to look at the label. I just downed the pills and went to my room. I laid there on my bed not knowing if I'd wake up. Fortunately, the next morning, I extremely sick. But sick was better than dead, and I knew I how fortunate I was to still have a heart beat...

  • 00:07

    071: The suicide I’m trying hardest to prevent is my own (Momentary Reflections)

    in Health

    Today is World Suicide Prevention Day. Hashtags are made, inspiring pictures are shared, and hope is strong. On this day, we come together as a society and recognize that suicide is a serious issue.

    On a day that my efforts are especially recognized, I still know the suicide I’m trying hardest to prevent is my own.

    Much like an alcoholic, I still identify myself as someone with a problem. I still admit I’m at risk for suicidal behavior. I haven’t attempted suicide in nearly a decade. I haven’t felt the urge to end my life in a few years. I’ve quickly addressed and pushed through my spurts of depression. Yet, I recognize that deep in my psyche, there’s a risk.

    I’ve recently become anxious about this risk as I look towards the future. I hope to graduate from American University in May. People ask me, “What will you do when you graduate” or “do you have a job lined up?” Even worse, they tell me, “I know you’ll do great things.”

    This is tough to hear because it sounds a lot like the commentary I received as I exited the Marine Corps. I felt like I was set up for success. I had money in the bank, I had an impressive resume, and I had an plan of what I wanted to do. Or, so I thought. Like many veterans, I fell flat on my face. 

    Almost a year after I left the military I had lost my savings, only found jobs I didn’t like, and naturally became depressed. The year following that found me in debt, leaving a mutually disappointing relationship, and practically homeless.

    I was in a very dark place...

    *To finish this post, please listen to the podcast or read it at One2ManyProject.com/71*




  • 01:26


    in Christianity


    Suicide takes the lives of nearly 40,000 Americans every year. Many who attempt suicide never seek professional care. There are twice as many deaths due to suicide than HIV/AIDS. Between 1952 and 1995, suicide in young adults nearly tripled. Over half of all suicides occur in adult men, ages 25-65.

    For young people 15-24 years old, suicide is the second leading cause of death. Suicide rates among the elderly are highest for those who are divorced or widowed. 80% of people that seek treatment for depression are treated successfully.15% of those who are clinically depressed die by suicide. There are an estimated 8 to 25 attempted suicides to 1 completion. The highest suicide rate is among men over 85 years old: 65 per 100,000 persons.
    1 in 65,000 children ages 10 to 14 die by suicide each year.


    Join us on Real Talk with Kia as we chat with Pastor Gwen Lee, of Divine Lee Ministries. This is one episode you don't want to miss! 

  • 01:00

    Political Suicide Ep. 1 Obama Veto, Obamacare woes

    in Politics Conservative

    Cutting through the political clutter to bring you the lattest news in an intelligent and funny way.

  • 00:06

    061: I Still Contemplate Suicide (Momentary Reflections)

    in Health

    When I started this project a year ago, I decided to share my story first. The first episode released featured myself and John Lee Dumas. John interviewed me on my suicide attempt and the suicide ideation I experienced throughout life.

    I think its time for me to be brutally honest with myself and my followers.

    I still contemplate suicide.

    It has been several years since I stepped to the ledge. I'm confident when I say I currently do not feel the desire to kill myself. I do think about it, though...

  • 00:48

    064: The Trickle Down Effect of Suicide feat Margy Agar

    in Health

    Margy Agar has returned to the 1, 2, Many Project to share new information she's learned about her daughter's suicide.

    Margy first appeared on the podcast last summer and told us about how her daughter was bullied during her time in the military.

    If you have not heard that episode, you can listen to it here:


    If you would like to follow Margy's efforts and her activist campaign, you can reach her on Twitter: @BOSSYtxmar55

    Thank you for taking the time to listen and for reassuring my guests that their stories matter.


  • Suicide: The Ripple Effect; A film about Suicide Prevention

    in Health

    Kevin Hines, author of 'Cracked not Broken' joins me today to talk about his advocacy for suicide prevention and awareness as well as to promote his new film being released shortly.

    Suicide: The Ripple Effect


    A #Film about the devastating effect caused by suicide, and the powerful, positive ripple effect caused by hope that can help people heal & stay alive!

    Ways to help the #Campaign


    1-Promote link to indiegogo film funding page online: Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Periscope, YouTube...etc.

    Here is our new Teaser Trailer from our forthcoming film, Suicide:The Ripple Effect...Enjoy, tweet, retweet, Like, & Share



    2-Contribute any amount...literally any amount on or after the launch, Nov 1, new link to come for that page. I will send you the link on the day of our launch November 1


    3-Share link to the page I will provide with family and friends so they can share with more friends.


  • Out of the Darkness walk for suicide prevention

    in Sports

    Vicky from OOTD walk joins the show to talk about the stigma of suicide and the Out of the Darkness walk for suicide prevention this weekend right here in #BeerCityUSA, Grand Rapids MI

  • 01:01

    Suicide of a Loved One: A Panel Discussion

    in Self Help

    Did a member of your family commit suicide?

    If so, was it done in front of you and/or your relatives?

    How were you and/or your relatives affected by the suicide of a loved one?

    Be here to call in your questions or share your comments. Call  (657) 383-1766.

    Note: To protect the identity of our guests, their names and pictures will NOT be used with the exception of Shawna.

    The five stages of normal grief that were first proposed by Dr. Elisabeth Kübler-Ross* in her 1969 book On Death and Dying are:

    denial,  anger,  bargaining,  depression, and  acceptance.

    They are a part of the framework that makes up our learning to live with the one we lost.They are tools to help us frame and identify what we may be feeling. But they are not stops on some linear timeline in grief. Not everyone goes through all of them or in a prescribed order. Our hope is that with these stages comes the knowledge of grief ‘s terrain, making us better equipped to cope with life and loss.

    At times, people in grief will often report more stages. Just remember your grief is an unique as you are.

    * Dr. Elisabeth Kubler-Ross earned a place as the best-loved and most-respected authority on the subjects of death and dying. Through her many books, and her years working with terminally ill children, AIDS patients, and the elderly,Dr. Kubler-Ross brought comfort and understanding to millions coping with their own deaths or the death of a loved one. Her books have been translated into 27 languages. She passed away in 2004 at the age of 78. Before her death, she and David Kessler completed work on their second collaboration, On Grief and Grieving.

  • 01:17


    in Radio

    Tune into a powerful show with host Oolie Wells and special guest as there will be a open discussion around suicide with it's temptations towards troubled individuals and the family & friends that suicide has affected. Tune in Wednesday at 7pm (EST)