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In this episode we will be discussing one of the most critical invisible wounds adult children of alcoholics experience.
The need to feel 'seen' on a psychological, emotional and spiritual level is crucial to a child's ability to define for themselves who they are and their unique experiences. Without sufficient energy bonding with mother and or father, children spend their lives seeking to gain this much needed connection in others. Sadly children from dysfunctional homes most often do not attract healthy partners, friends, coworkers and etc. Because this is a cause and effect universe, and becasue one of the first agenda's of a soul is to feel 'seen' by mother and father, wounded adult children unconsciously on an energetic level attract similar energies to their parents, in search of sealing that bond. Understanding how and why we adult children of alcoholics and narcissists, are unknowingly leaking energetically, as well as attracting abusers, helps us gain clarity and the tools we need to make life long changes that impact our lives in positive ways.
As adult children of alcoholics, many of us do not even realize just how wounded we truly are. Because we have ridiculously high threhholds for pain, we do not always consciously comprehend how dank our energy bodies are. Many of us have been living in such deep states of survival for so long, we are unaware our emotional set point is one that has us unknowingly avoiding pain rather than seeking joy in our lives. Because so many of us were taught that our needs were unimportant, we no longer seek guidance from within, and so we wind up settling for what shows up.
The most sad aspect of our realities is the fact that we are creators and capable of transcending ANY experience. But for adult children of alcoholics--if we do not even know where our pain is--or where our wounds are--we often times miss the transcendental experience embracing the pain can create. Embracing the pain is an opportunity to create new realities and to live life in new vibrations, literally embracing the opportunity to experience a New Earth in a whole new way.
Adult children of alcoholics come from long lines of dank energy beings, and because our families have been drenched in denial, it can be quite a wobbly experience as one approaches a true healing journey. In this episode we will be discussing the Hero's Path of An Adult Child of an Alcoholic and or Narcissist, and how we can use our experiences to propel us to higher vibrations, so to experience the world in a whole New Way as higher energy beings, living our lives intentionally on a Quantum Level, for the purpose of living our Higher Self Realities through the process of transcendence.
It is not uncommon for adult children of alcoholics to attract energy beings who are very similar to their parents. It is quite common in fact for adult children to attract alcoholics as partners and to have children with drug and alcoholc issues. I hear some wondering, "But how could this be? I did not drink, and I hated my father who was an alcoholic. How could I have attracted a spouse who drinks and have children who drink and do drugs?" The reality Dear One, is that we attract what we are on a vibrational level, and your childhood experiences have created certain emotional set points. These set points are no different than a radio station. So like moths to a flame, children who have been abused by alcoholics are tuned up for alcoholics. Why? Because ACoA's understand the dysfunctional love language of an alcoholic, and or narcissistic, denial based being. While a non-codependent being would avoid alcoholics whose actions might not match what is comign out of his/her mouth, and ACoA sees these beings as needing sympathy, help, or love. In addition, because their idea of love is evasive, complicated and confusing, ACoA's match up their energies perfectly with beings who are more than willing to be evasice, complicated and confusing. Taking a Toxic Vibrational Fast is a Fast Pass Way to Facilitate Emotional Healing.
Currently adult adoptees, in most states are unable to request and receive, like any other U.S. Citizen, their original birth certificate. Before the sealing of adoptions, birth cetificates for adoptees were available to them when they turned 18.
The current law is archaic and cruel, considering that every other citizen of the US has the right to 'life, liberty and the pursuit' of happiness, except the ADULT ADOPTEE, who has become a SECOND CLASS CITIZEN.
I am an Adult Adoptee who is unable to get my original birth certificate without going through a 'Confididental intermediary', which I did, and, who was no help. I did not and do not have the money to go to lawyers and why should I? Why should any adoptee have to go through this insanity when everyone else only has to be a nominal fee to get their original birth certificate?
I have written a book, Skeletons in the Closet, that, as I speak, is being distributed in a downloadable format. You can visit my website, www.scribeintexas.com (you may have to put it in your address bar) and the link to my book will be listed.
I would like to film adoptees and include their stories in a book of how they and their families have been affected by not being able to find out about the detals of their birth. The film and book will be used to raise funds to promote the Adult Adoptee Reform Bill.
Please join me for the discussions and I hope to turn the radio show into an hour. I am not a radio host, but I am doing this to bring awareness to the public.
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