Ti and Do - Heaven's Gate - The Creator (developmentally, very intellig

 

and here is my response:

Understood but fear not, despite the hype no one and I mean no one who is from the Next Level (which only occurs once every 1000-2000 years or so) ever, ever imposes their will on others and especially NOT on those who they have begun relationship with, which is an ongoing program. And, when they do come (undercover, though the next time may be sooner than another 1000 years and may be an exception to the undercover (as spirits to take over human vehicles that were avid seekers, thus asking for a closer relationship to whatever they thought them to be i.e. God, Creator, Supreme Being, Higher power, etc.)) it will no longer be fearful or a big challenge to all those who have been willing to consider just how real they really are amidst the tons of overwhelming hype that is out there, that they permit for just that reason...so those they have seeded with information can see through all the illusions and come to terms with it all enough and I stress enough as it is never total, but enough so they can take their next step in their direction, that is if they so choose.

In the classroom, we were continuously challenged. They only wanted those who really felt ready to take the next steps. And it didn't mean that those who didn't feel ready, who dropped out for whatever reason (as I did) are lost. One is only lost when they decide to be lost. And lost is NOT a conviction to eternal damnation any more than the fact that we all expect to die in the physical form anyway. The only reason there is anyone speaking about an "after life" is because the Next Level has offerred it on occasion, but otherwise death is as normal as life. That is why for some, they don't care and for others they wrongly assume they have an afterlife made in the shade so to speak because they believe in the spirit world and/or in a promise made by a long past Next Level rep who was talking to those who followed through with their lessons as best they could. There are no assumptions that can be made - never and for no one. You can talk it up big, as in a sense I may appear to do and I am no more able to assume I (my spirit/soul) may be cared for by the Next Level after I lose my physical vehicle than someone who never heard of Ti and Do or Jesus or a previous rep from the Next Level in whatever culture, be it the origin of Krishna, Buddha for example. Who might be so called "saved" for a future planting by the Next Level is anybody's guess and it certainly has nothing to do with any religious affiliation no matter how appearing pious and righteous.

However, I do feel that it was clear by Ti and Do that there is a responsibility one has when they do receive enough of their mind (information stuff from the Next Level, as opposed to mammailian mind stuff (that also had it's roots in Next Level mind, though a tiny bit that may or may not have been cultivated/sprouted, so may be all but absent, which is why some can not seem to make any sense that there has to be supreme beings that have orchestrated all we are aware of in some shape or form, to include all the evolutionary processes).

That responsability is to be willing to share what we feel with others. But that doesn't have a predesigned way in which it must take place and how and when and to how many people. I look at it this way. First I had to be willing to even consider the information to hold truth(reality). That is a big step in and of itself. Believe it or not, though I was with them for 19 years, I thought fully dedicated (though in the last year I was drifting some), when I left I was not against them in any way, except knowing I needed to do something else, which Do acknowledged as he gave me my plane ticket and $600 to get re-started in the world with. When I left I did not want to look back and yet what did I do...well I ended up in a serious relationship and fathering a child when they decided to leave their physical bodies in 1997 which was not that much of a shock to me. I was scared to go to the media but felt I had to. I was scared for two reasons. I didn't want my life disrupted by the press and I didn't want to open up the door of my mind to rejoining them in some way (though they were then physically absent). I just didn't want to reopen that door because I knew it would eventually lead to giving my all when I had just given myself to fatherhood in a large way.

So I went on with my life and through many vivid dreams and other unusual kinds of experiences I felt drawn to continue in relationship with them (theorizing that they were still very much in a living form, though temporarily in spirit) and I fought off the idea of being once again in their service until I decided that I needed to take baby steps in their direction and trust them. I had to trust that they wouldn't take me too fast in my reestablishment of their mind in my vehicle (that makes it my mind to then do what I wish with, positive or negative from theirs or a fellow  humans perspective). And I felt clearly that they found on fault in my wanting to take baby steps. However, because I was so close to them all in the class and giving of my life in whatever form was part of the eventual motis operandi I did have to finally recon with that question which I posed to Do. Do I have to lay down my life as you did? I asked him in my silent way to which in a dream he came to me as clear as a bell and said..."give your life" giving me the same requirement all have if they one day expect to graduate the human level/strata of life into the next level/strata of life. But I knew I did not have the stuff in me, nor was it a fault of mine to not be willing to "lay down my life" as they did. But I was willing to at least ask the question which took a long many year progression of communications following all the years I thought I was ready to do so and proved it on a number of occasions.

But even so, I could not really look at their materials they left behind. I knew them all like the back of my hand yet when I would look at some of them again I was freightened to keep with it so I would stop. I had to reaquaint myself with the information because it is the most powerful and seemingly threatening information any human could approach, which it has to be because it is the "way" the entire root system that makes us human is detached from (the buddist and Jesus detachment) - to deny oneself (redirect one's efforts away from normal human behaviours and into what were taught to us as being next level behaviours) which really entailed what has been termed the "overcoming (of the world) process or way - to "eternal life"(not death/spirit form and it's subsequent second death.

But gradually I realized I did not have to "go all the way so to speak" all at once. Perhaps it is an excuse for me, yet that sounds like a human guilt trip and serves no purpose. So I continue to be a human who experienced a hefty chunk of Next Level mind, while occupying a very human body that wants all that any human wants in a sense (though I am not materialistic nor satisfied by what I see as trivial pleasures or goals), yet do enjoy nature and my kids and to some degree sexuality (though I do know it's a type of addiction I will still have to recon with).

But to let these challenges stop me from talking about Ti and Do would be the real misservice. When the time comes to fluff off those weights I will. We don't need to press them off of us as many times we press them off for the wrong reasons and we can think we are holy because of what we fluff off, and they do need to be fluffed off but in due time and when it feels right.

But whenever I feel fearful of any next step, I ask Do for help, then I take a step and when I feel to take another, I ask for what is next and if it seems harder than I can feel I can handle (which it always has shades of) I ask for the strength to be willing to take the next step and how and when and it seems I get it. But next steps don't come from a voice in my head but by a circumstance, an opportunity, a revelation, though it's true I put limits on my service by having a mortgage and family that relys on me, yet perhaps that is where I need to be at this time. Again there is no positive in beating upon ourselves and I have plenty of influences to do that. It is very, very frustrating to be in this world the way it operates and the things observed that are increasingly foreign as to anything I would consider to be sane or civilized.

Yet then I get an email from someone, like you here and it makes it all seem worthwhile as no matter what you do or don't do going forward, you had the courage to face your fears and if you have that there is no stopping you, to where each fear will melt away. It will never be easy but as long as we desire to continue with baby steps there is a great deal of help to help us meet each new fear.

Thank you for expressing yourself. When I do these radio shows I know how much better they could be and when there is no one on the other end it does sort of feel worthless. If it were not for people downloading the podcasts I would have ceased their broadcasts altogether.

I could  be wrong but do feel there is a lot that will be taking place from here on out and it will be increasingly difficult to many to deal with so anyone who is prepared to think clearly (not afraid to think this or that way) can't help but help others, even if they never say the words Ti and Do (though I have to say their names constantly) and yes, by doing so, most have eyes that glaze over but those who know me...it seems know that I'm not the kook I'm made to seem to be and even if they don't gravitate to who I say Ti and Do are, they perhaps will be that much better prepared to one day see who they are, like for instance when they come as it says in some old writings..."for every eye to see and for everyone to recognize the authority they have". But that authority is not the way a human takes authority. It's just that they exist and when we see them in their true form we will be awed by their presense.

Wow, I can't ever just say a few words can I....

Take care Daniel.

I look forward to thursday night a little more now. Thank you for that.

sawyer