Fit 4 the Journey to Purpose - Reality Show! Manifestation (Purgatory)

Two days ago while driving on the road, I cried out to God regarding my life's purpose. I wanted so badly for God's resurrection power that was there for Jesus to show manifested for my life's purpose immediately! For those of you that don't know, I'm at the end of Purgatory-heading for the rise. After my outburst, or desperate cry to God, I later researched the word: purgatory in the Webster Dictionary On-line, which means: A place or state of temporary suffering or misery. This is an OUCH! Last week I experienced for the first time in my life, an extensive period of Depression! Ouch! I can't explain that feeling. I knew where I was, which helped the release at some point. However, it wouldn't subside while I was there regardless of what I knew or what I bound (immediately). Interesting.... huh? Well, in Purgatory, you must go through this period and it takes, the Joy of the Lord to give you strength to even keep your head up. However, you don't feel like smiling. You wrestle in this period to keep the faith and your stride. Hey, how about just living. I know now that many people will go through this period and lose site of what they've been called to do - for sure. In this period, many people "will" lose hope if they don't know where they are in the process. Knowing was more than half the battle for me. I can't imagine someone just stumbling up on this period without knowing. I couldn't. It would just be catostrophic! The knowledge of the process is crucial! Where would I be if I did not go to the library the day God told me when the moving truck was 2 hours away? What if I would have reacted with emotion? What would have happened if I would have over analyzed the offer from the young woman? What would have happened? Where would my children and I be? I can't even imagine! Where would I be?! There's more, but I'll tell you later. It's unfolding drastically! You don't want to miss this show! Yes you Can...Birth your Purpose!