lovinglife2008  

Well I have been sick for the past week and the week before that my 1 year old dd was sick....so you can imagine my house is a disaster. Yes my dh is helping out, but it was a disaster before everybody got sick and everything just piled up.

I'm sick of living in an house that is always messy....I'm constantly worried somebody is going to stop by and I'm going to be completely and totally embarrassed at the way it looks. I'm a SAHM so in my head it seems like I should be the perfect mom, the perfect wife and the perfect housekeeper. It just seems that I am home all day I should be able to handle the house, my dd, cook, clean blah blah blah.

I've got to change my thinking and not try to clean the entire house in one or two days and think I can start fresh from there and then get my routines in and do the missions and everything else. I know that is wrong and I gotta do one thing at a time and everything will come around. This could completely change my life and how my family is ran I KNOW I can do this and this time I'm gonna stick to it.  I know I can!!!