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Sacred Geometry™

Sacred Geometry™

Namaste~ ALL IS ONE.... Robert

lake of tears

lake of tears

THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO ADDED ME~ I So Have No Idea What I am Doing On Here, Dont even know how to say thenks individually~ sorry

Sacred Geometry™

Sacred Geometry™

I Feel You!! I Have Only Slept 2 hours in the last two days, Still figuring this out. Namaste~ ONE..

lake of tears  

Life has been insane & btr doesn't let me in here 1/2 the time, I am still alive just trying to catch up where I am behind, been having a tona car trouble which mean addin to the charge card~ which keeps jacking up my intrest which makes it harder to pay the damn thing off~ Aaaahhhhhh~ anyway the kids go back to school in a few weeks so I need to focus on gettin them ready before the Last Minute~ I do hope to find my way back to life soon~ Ty 4 understanding~ ~ ~ ~~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~~ I have a tona kids & a grandbaby & I am studying cognative skills training, so I will quickly become overwhelmed trying to keep up with too much~ so if you have a myspace I'd love an add~~ I am shy to a huge flaw & only started writing to deal with life. I had no idea ppl could read my blogs, this all came to me unawares, & ablivious to this huge public world~ So I do what I can when I can. I'm warming up & toughening up~ I love the feed back & validation so many awesome ppl bring. I also write way too much just to release what ever I am in the middle of atm, mostly off the cuff shiz~~~~ I Stink @ keeping up & If That Bugs You DONT ADD ME ~ if you complain about it I will delete you. If you sent me messages in the past complaing you werent read enough I Will Not Add you~~ Dont Need Nobody Messin Up My Chakra ;)

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    Date / Time:

    Slipping =(

     

    Slipping from my place
    into a melancholy state
    frozen in the demands of a day
    A place that’s numb to all thats around
    pressing on in life with out a sound
    Not a complaint or a thought of self
    cause I want to much for everyone else
    A place that risks not the pain to dream
    A place where hope is no longer seen
    Acceptance & tolerance so long as its not bad
    Not as bad as my friends have had
    How can I expect to be pleased
    There are too many demands on me
    I need sleep with out expectation
    passion with out frustration
    but I will sacrifice all of me
    my sanity, even my needs

    for my kids, so long as the are safe & cared for
    should I want anything more
    I am slipping into the place
    where the woman no longer exists  
    just a mom trying to persist
    in doing good, doing all I should
    To fit the image my childhood lacked
    a sense of stability, a mom & a dad
    I am slipping to the place were I am just dead
    Pressing through the demands
    setting myself aside again
    surviving life for the kids



    8-3-09

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    *~intonations stirring


    the melody of your words touching me
    intonations stirring my soul
    harmonies keys unlocking the depths of me
    as you play  each of my chords
    your fortes  reverberations  connect and
    take my breath  with each  refrain
    by our harmonic composition
    rondo moves me andante
    from theme to crescendo
    into repetitive chanting
    of your name
    and I peacefully diminuendo
    within your embrace


    6-20-09

    in my blog o myspace
    http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=379878672&blogId=496004250 

    @ BTR insomniac
    7-14-09 
     http://www.blogtalkradio.com/Poetic-Uprising/2009/07/14/The-Insomniac-Poetry-Theater 

  • Date / Time:

    *~Gaia

    inspired by Brian's art & the deep blue eyes of Gaia

     

     

    http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=122364199&blogID=459788793
    (& because my 10 yr old said we get earth quakes when Im frustrated & it rain when I cry~ it rarely rains here & I rarely cry)

    GAIA

    Skin as tan as desert sands
    Eyes as deep, as the blue sea
    Hair of browns, ambers, & tawny greens
    As leaves upon the trees

    Her face a fields of flowers
    Roses, violets, orchids & tulips,
    Her body is topography
    with mountainous breast & hips
    Cascading into valleys & dips 


    With crevices, caves, canyons,
    Heart as big as the ocean
    Setting forth life giving streams
    Red clay earth runs through her veins
    Birds & butterflies rest in her trees

    Her voice is the softness of a breeze
    And the thundering of a storm

    in joy, sorrow or happiness
    The rain falls when she weeps
    And the earth quakes as her chest heaves

    oh the grief that bring hurricanes
    or the pleasure of tsunami's release
    angry fires cleans and tragedies mend

    The soul of humanity

    A loving mother
    she cares for her off spring
    Giving them all they need

    To live productive & free
    oh how she longs for her children
    To live harmoniously


    ~lake 12-29-08

    Still rough can't toil over it any more
    Just doesn't end pretty to me 

    in my blog on myspace
    http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=379878672&blogId=474541712

    @ Insomnic on btr
    http://www.blogtalkradio.com/Poetic-Uprising/2009/07/13/The-Insomniac-Poetry-Show 

  • Date / Time:

    *~a hollow that surrounds~

     

    A hollow emptiness surrounds

    when I speak I must not make a sound
    sometimes I feel like there’s nothing left
    of me, and all I gave in this relationship
    romance has been dead longer then it lived
    but he even kill love or it just died when I did
    thick calluses protect this empty shell
    with a soul that has died and gone to hell
    the body hasn’t figured it out yet
    for everyone else I continue to live
    foolishly believing in things unreal
    till I am no longer able to feel
    life or death, fear or pain
    love or passion, the wind or the rain
    like the sun beating down on me
    in the darkness of the night
    I continue to travel looking for love and light
    why is it, we long for the very things that destroy us
    and why does coming to grips
    with the fact that they don’t exist nearly kill us
    I continue down this road
    a dark and hot night, alone
    love pours from my soul like blood
    killing me softly, never filled back up

    7-5-09

    in my, blog on myspace
    http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=379878672&blogId=498680542

    On Insoniac, btr
    http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3LmJsb2d0YWxrcmFkaW8uY29tL1BvZXRpYy1VcHJpc2luZy8yMDA5LzA3LzE0L1RoZS1JbnNvbW5pYWMtUG9ldHJ5LVRoZWF0ZXI=

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    not pneumatics, but mnemonics

    not pneumatics, but mnemonics,


    I actually like this one~
    so I am putting it up here 
    because new friends dont need to see my junk 1st


    my mind no longer an immovable fixture
    linier equations becoming pictures
    concentric circles making a web
    misplaced images trapped in my head
    not pneumatics, but mnemonics,
    mimetic, symbolic, & acrostic
    elaboration & re-construction
    doublit, timzit & numerical literacy
    soroban abacuses to do math
    with speed and accuracy
    every other beat of the metronome
    orations dictations move through my home
    visual association by the loci method
    Cicero's wisdom teaching me now
    remembering Peg words & 7 is a Cow?
    consolidating information
    graphic organizers
    by the end of next month
    I hope to be much wiser


    3-24-09


    The Soroban is different then the chinese abacus~~

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6m6s-ulE6LY&feature=player_embedded





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    My Lake My Tears~

    my lake, my tears 

    I pour out my soul here
    this is my lake of tears,
    joys & sorrows,   fears    & pain
    flowing down like cleansing rain
    to heal my soul
    to speak to those
       who find themselves
    in the same place
    identifying with the words i've spoken
    when I find myself broken
    Learning, healing comes
    when I am open
    so I open myself up again
    to give & to receive
      & to be freed
    from the burdens
    that entangle me


    4-10-08


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Why I Write~


Sometimes it's the only productive way
for me to cry & bleed
Somehow the tears fall from my fingers,
through the words I type,
sowing seeds...
Seeds of faith, hope and love,
telling my own soul, to hang on,
just alittle longer.
Til my haphazard efforts
grow, as I pray & as I read..
into the fruit of discipline,
my life so desperately needs.
So I can become just alittle stronger.


ok ppl I write to servive the shiz life seems to bring that doesn't make it good sometimes I suprize myself & write something I actually like but I basically write a ton og shiz so I will not be askin ppl to read me & I so can not keep up with everyone I love to read so if that pisses you off go ahead & delete me now =/ I will be Spacin more then anything cuz I can not keep up with so many sites~

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