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The word of God tell us in James 5:16 to admit to one another that you have sinned. Pray for one another so that you might be healed. The prayer of a godly person is powerful. It makes things happen.
If you want to be free and sinless, confession is the first step, then let us pray for you. It doesn't matter what your sin is, there is someone else struggling with the same issue(s). So free yourself and them too.
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