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When you were a child did you practice something for hours? Did your fear of swings bring you joy in time? Did your fear of heights leave when you stop climbing and slid to the bottom? Did you play doctor, nurse, model, mom, dad, singer, dancer, athlete, musician, writer, teacher, store owner, seamstress, mechanic, chemist, or even preacher?
Do we really have to perfect apology or do others need to lighten up their control of us? Aren't you perfect just the way you are? You are the creator of life, always have been always will be - - if you believe a higher power created you. You perfected playing as a child, why don't you play at something as an adult? Are you in control of life or do you turn over your creative potential?
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