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  Date / Time: 9/6/2009 11:59 AM UTC

  ITS ALL ABOUT YOUR PRIVATE REALITY/UNIVERSE
  

  ITS ALL ABOUT YOUR PRIVATE REALITY/UNIVERSE
  
  "There's really nothing out there!"
  
  
  January 30, 2009
  
  Sonia Barrett
  
  
  When we speak of reality as I have mentioned many times previously, we must place great focus on our individual reality. Yes it’s clear that we are one but as individuals we are fulfilling the collective agenda of experiencing reality from an angle of separateness. Our private reality is our own universe from which we experience the collective. This is important to recognize. Why is it of such significance? Because you are determining the manner in which you will experience what we view as “out there”; the collective.
  
  
  
  In my book The Holographic Canvas there is a chapter titled Characters in the Game, this is also of great significance in understanding the model of reality you have created and continue to recreate. Every aspect of your life is significant, such as the following constructs:
  
  
  
  The town/city you live in
  The state you live in
  The neighborhood you live in
  The school you attend
  The people in your class
  The teacher in your classroom
  The company you work for
  The office you are in
  The people you work with
  The church you attend,
  The club you belong to
  Your driving route
  The person you bump into on the street,
  The car you drive,
  The color you choose
  Are you vegan?
  Are you vegetarian?
  Are you a meat eater?
  Are you a fruitarian?
  Are you a breatherian?
  The name brand you like
  The husband/wife you have
  The lover/girl/boyfriend you have
  Who your parents are
  The friends you have
  You children/ family members
  Your parents
  
  
  
  
  The above list is just a miniscule aspect of those things which form your reality. With that said just how many of us are aware of the level of “energy” output required to hold our individual construct of reality in place. This is not something that we think about as our thought process is focused on generating additional fuel/power to sustain our private reality. The process by which we fuel our reality is comparative to the numerous power plants which are positioned in many places to provide power to specific areas and facilities. You are the power plant which runs your private reality. As you have read in my other articles and my book The Holographic Canvas, your consciousness is interwoven into all people, places, things, attitudes and beliefs. The characters in your life each require different degrees of fuel to keep them in your reality; some may require more of your life force than others according to your interaction with the character. If there is continuous contention, despise, drama, aggravation, frustration, heartache, etc then these characters are an energy drain as they must continue to be there until you are satisfied with getting the fullest degree of experience that can be extracted. Each explosive interaction requires more fuel from you and so you are slowly being drained. These experiences can result in emotional conditioning, a programming of low self esteem, low self worth, distrust etc. Although these characters may disappear from your life if their purpose for having been in your reality have not been fulfilled then chances are that they will return again and again although the faces and the process of the experience may change. The question should then be asked, what is it that you needed to understand in your game, your reality.
  
  
  
  To understand the degree of power output required to sustain your reality is perhaps the most significant realization that you can embrace as each moment is literally spent keeping the power going in your reality. The external world is only a result of the inner world being sustained by every individual who makes up the collective. With the current economic theme being played out there is a tremendous amount of power/fuel (human energy as fuel) being emitted from so many individual losing homes, property, jobs, relationships etc.,. Again I am speaking of the energy/the life force from each individual used to hold on to what he or she owns. When we say that we have put our blood, sweat and tears into those things we hold precious this is absolutely true. Every fiber of your being is involved in the process of building and sustaining ones reality. We are emotionally interwoven into the core structure of our reality. Our emotional output is the fabric which holds the structure of our reality which then forms our identity. It is for this reason that when any portion of our reality is shaken by change it becomes a jarring experience to the very core of our being. We are somewhat shaken when the neighbor moves or there is a new cashier at the grocery store we have been going to for years. We struggle for readjustment when we make simple changes such as taking a different driving route than habitually done each day. For some being without an insurance plan or 401k is shattering especially if they have had it for years, some short circuit if they are unable to plan ahead for the most minute things.
  
  
  
  Then there are those who will read this and say that they don’t do any of those things but I can guarantee that should you decide to take an honest look at yourself you will realize all of the beliefs and conditioning that you are wired into. There is no way of holding those same old beliefs and conditioning in place without being hardwired into them and again remember that hardwiring requires a large “power output”. It is your creation, it is your reality, your universe, your game and so it must be supported by the energy plant from which it was originally generated; YOU!. You have written one base script from which you have written all other scripts throughout the course of your private reality. These base scripts are generally based on imprints, deeply rooted programs, ancestral/bloodline baggage etc., and as we go along we incorporate social, cultural and environmental programming (Read Ancestral imprints). Your base script sets the stage for your acceptance of certain beliefs and experiences. Characters are then written into various scripts according to all of the above. We invite characters who will validate what we believe as well as those who will challenge those beliefs. We invite warring characters, controlling characters; we invite characters who will help us to test our boundaries. We invite characters who we can blame for everything in our lives just so we do not have to take responsibility, we invite characters who will treat us like door mats or those that we can treat like door mats in order to feel powerful, we invite characters who are easily manipulated, we invite characters who will keep us confused, we invite characters who will make us look like model citizens or spiritually powerful etc. The point is that we invite everyone into our world; no one enters without an invitation. It is the energy sent out through the field of consciousness that is read and picked up as a signal by the appropriate characters. You don’t have to say a word…it’s all about the energy field. Nothing is undercover as the frequency reading is available to all, especially those attuned to the bandwidth circulating.
  
  
  
  If we do not begin to become aware of the manner in which we hold our creations in place you will not be able to understand why you are having certain kinds of experiences that you as an individual may be questioning. The manner in which you interact with collective reality or are impacted by collective reality will depend on what is needed in your private reality to complete whatever your script may call for. What is it that you still need to experience around certain emotions? What is your relationship history, romantic or otherwise, what have you been trying so desperately to achieve and at what cost, what is the foundation for your desire in wanting to achieve, are you still seeking security and what does security mean to you and by whose terms, is there any such thing as security, what are you afraid of, is money the root of all your struggles, is money what you strive for, are you striving to be rich, just how much stock do you place on money, in your mind is money a defining point, are you still looking for love, do you feel that love will bring you security, do you feel incomplete without a mate, are you defined by your material positions; characters will enter your life based on many of these reasons.
  
  
  
  These are reasoning’s that take you outside of yourself, causing you to spend much time in your head…you run around in our head. Much of your life is played out in your head as you conjure up things about the past and the future, endless speculations about people and circumstances that only perpetuate more of the same old script. This simply brings in characters to play out your speculations and fears, which sets your mind at ease because you can now say that you were right all along when characters enter and wreak havoc in your reality or play out your speculation. This allows you to say things like “People always take advantage of me”, “I try to help but I always get burned” “I am always unlucky in love” “I don’t trust anybody” “that’s why I always lock my doors” “it’s a good thing I had insurance” “people are losing their jobs right now, you better do everything to hold on to yours” and on and on. Again ideas, concepts right down to the material world is held together by the power which surges from you. Remember that I am using the concept of “power” from the perspective of the juice/energy/fuel derived from you as a “power plant” to hold the very things in place which have become the illusion of your imprisonment to them. As always be reminded that it has all been a necessary process, you have been fulfilling all potentials in the human experience. No regrets on any of it! Just own it as the illusion that it is…it’s a game.
  
  
  
  The power being expelled by you as you hold your constructed reality in your consciousness has diverse extremes of where much of your power, your focus goes to…remember that those things that are the strongest part of your focus will require more of your energy, more power, more “charge” to hold it in place. So let’s examine a few more “power drains” sucking power from most of our private realities and how we have bought into them:
  
  
  
  THE CREDIT BUREAU
  
  
  
  Many people are imprisoned to the credit bureau and the credit rating system. You buy into not being able to do a great many things unless your credit score is at a level defined by the rules of the game. CONTINUE
  
  There are three categories of individuals with three different ways of handling this credit rating concept (1) some will make things up on the application as need be (2) others will work at maintaining an upstanding credit score (3) those who will settle for the level of limitation based on low credit scores as defined by the system (4) then there are those who have realized that they can have anything they want despite their credit score…and it can be done without survival tactics. Those in the category of 1-3 are playing the survival game…yet there is no right or wrong these methods however operate on limitations. You are confined to your “autopilot self” figuring out your “survival” and playing safe and hustling all at the same time
  
  
  
  THE BANKING SYSTEM (Read the article Energy is Free are you)
  
  
  
  This is a major energy drain for many people. I am quite familiar. All that you see are numbers…you experience the energy of it according to the preset conditioning, the energy value, the quantative values allotted to the dollar. So it’s only the energy of the implied monitory value that exists in the banking system. You are programmed into an agreement of this limitation. It is often said that money is being printed out of thin air…well in all honesty that is the way that your reality should operate!! Your monetary needs should arrive out of thin air! Instead we are committed to believing the rules of limitations set within the game. Once again be reminded that you are a spiritual being having a human experience which requires the illusion of extreme limitation in the game in order to experience both ends of the spectrum. In interviewing Professor Oyibo, Mathematician, a scientist who explained that we should want for nothing. According to Professor Oyibo we should be able to create all that we need out of thin air as everything is made up of everything, hydrogen being the common denominator in all things. (To listen to Professor Oyibo’s interview on Sovereign Mind click here)
  
  
  
  MONEY
  
  
  
  Much time is spent acquiring an accumulation of money or simply acquiring just enough to get by. Most of the power output goes to supporting the desire for an increase in monitory abundance. This of course requires full focus for almost 24 hours per day even while we sleep. The collective concept of money ensures the static view of realty the illusion to which our consciousness is tied. We are the power source which holds these quantative values of limitations by which money is held in our consciousness.
  
  
  
  THE INSURANCE SYSTEM
  
  
  
  The concept of insurance is symbolic of the illusion of security. Insurance is the symbol for security plain and simple. The Insurance game represents the “what if” and the feared outcome. When one is in fear of being caught without insurance for health, life, auto or any other form of insurance it simply means that the possibility exists within ones field of consciousness for an associated experience. I am certainly not implying that anyone should get rid of their insurance I am simply bringing to the surface the subtle programs interwoven into ones reality. We are not always aware of these programs because we are simply operating on the premise of “doing the right thing”. What is the right thing and based on what, where is that thought process or belief system stemming from.
  
  
  
  THE MORTGAGE SYSTEM
  
  
  
  This is another power-full game. People work all their lives to own a mortgage and spend all of their life’s energy paying for it. You are interwoven into your property. Your property is an extension of you just like everything else that you have possession of. Even when one loses his/her property they remain tied into the property because they were unable to release it. The system ensures that by keeping your name against the debt owed. You feel trapped because you now believe that this is a mark against your name blocking you from obtaining another piece of property or other things. What is also interesting is that the bank does not loan you any money as many people are now discovering. Anyone can type numbers on a piece of paper it’s all smoke and mirrors. The bank adds to its illusionary monetary resources only when you begin to pay the monthly mortgage will those illusionary numbers begins going up in the banking institution. Here is a definition of the word institution as taken from Wikipedia:
  
  
  
  Institutions are structures and mechanisms of social order and cooperation governing the behavior of a set of individuals. Institutions are identified with a social purpose and permanence, transcending individual human lives and intentions, and with the making and enforcing of rules governing cooperative human behavior. The term, institution, is commonly applied to customs and behavior patterns important to a society, as well as to particular formal organizations of government and public service. As structures and mechanisms of social order among humans, institutions are one of the principal objects of study in the social sciences, including sociology, political science and economics. Institutions are a central concern for law, the formal regime for political rule-making and enforcement. The creation and evolution of institutions is a primary topic for history.
  
  
  
  Now apply the word institution along with its definition to all organizations you interact with including your corporate institutions.
  
  
  
  BUYING ON CREDIT
  
  
  
  Again this is tied into the credit rating system. Another amazing tool in the game which provides immense experience in accumulating things and going into debt in owning those things; buy now pay later…you pay with your life force, you pay with stress as bill collectors are calling you, you become worried about the drop in credit rating, how will you find a job now that they are checking credit reports, what kind of person does this make you and the collector reminds you of all of these things. This entire process keeps you in the loop of survival…”how will I ever get out of this?”
  
  
  
  COLLECTION AGENCIES
  
  
  
  The collections agencies are just that they are agents you invited in to attach to you as a power source. They assist in you emotional drain, they taunt you, they exert fear and with that each moment of your anger whether you pay them or not, they receive energy from you; you are angry and upset, you curse them, you hang up on them all of these emotions puts you in a dance with them. They are fulfilling their purpose as energy vampires in the game especially from the angle of the monitory system. They continue to reaffirm the value of the monetary system as collectively agreed on. They keep you reminded of “the limitations” in your thought process of the value placed on money.
  
  
  
  THE RETIREMENT SYSTEM
  
  
  
  If you could live your life through a flow of experiences without the security of repetition and pre packaged directions leading up to your death then you would not need to move into a thought process of retirement. There would be no retiring…retiring from the pre-coded definition of the system/matrix is all about one’s life force winding down to the countdown of death. You spend your entire life’s energy, a huge investment of power preparing to die! Think about that!
  
  
  
  RELATIONSHIPS
  
  
  
  All of the above require a relationship with many characters. While you may play out much of your reality in your head, in your mind, this carries over into determining your energy exchange in all degrees of relationships. The bottom line is that every change you make in your consciousness will shift the relationships you are in. It does not matter whether that relationship is with a lover, a friend, family or a physical possession. Everything around you changes to adjust to any upgrade you make in your consciousness. It is for this reason that knowledge is so amazingly power-full. There is usable POWER (electromagnetic) in knowledge that can and will remove more and more of the limitations by which we have been experiencing our lives. It’s never about the people around you changing. It’s about you evolving your hologram of reality in your consciousness.
  
  
  
  You power up your reality every step of the way. You are completely involved in the entire process. There is no one to blame there is no need to blame anyone, including yourself. Choosing to evolve the holographic structure of your reality will mean naked surrender for these individual realities are the illusions which form the overall reality. You are in a cosmic game! It’s important to nail the concept that you are in a game; one with no winners or losers however strategies are required yet anything goes. You are at the center of the story line throughout the entire course of your ride. I have often expressed that it’s not about escaping from the matrix but it’s about understanding that you control the entire outcome of your reality; all the players are in position just the way you positioned them. The question is, are you ready to take it to the next level of whatever that may be in redeeming freedom at greater levels.
  
  
  
  Surveillance of society continues to increase. There are cameras everywhere and now digital boxes entering the homes. This can be viewed as symbolic with you as an individual setting up surveillance in your private reality as you observe: what does each character represent in your world, how many main characters are there, who is going and coming from your reality, how limited is your reality, what are the themes playing in your world, what is your belief system based on, what kind of tools are you using to stimulate an infinite supply of abundance to your reality or is it all based on programming. As I have stated before it is about freeing one’s self from the illusion of enslavement to the system. What you must do is to free yourself from the imprisonment of the limitations in ones consciousness. Now that you have read this article and perhaps have stirred a realization of you being the power plant for your own imprisonment, you must ask the question “what am I willing to give up or to lose”. First it is important to again remember that it is all an illusion in the first place one which you strongly affixed to in your validation of your own existence and in evaluating your status or progress in life. Your material possessions have become your scale of evaluation for your life’s journey on the planet. All that you have done has been a beautiful accomplishment whether you have been pushing a shopping cart and homeless on the street or whether you live in a mansion or a matchbox, whether you have been in a mental institution or a professor at Harvard or a thief. It’s all powerful because in one way or another we have all been a little bit of all these characters in our minds where nobody can see the depth of our thought process or that which lies in the catacombs of the mind. It all requires tremendous POWER to involve ourselves in any level of experience.
  
  
  
  The trick however is in learning to dream and to create without the attachment…yes and I will say it again, it’s all about moving fluidly, it’s not about losing power to our creations. When we lose our power to what we have created, not only do we lose power but we lose memory of who we are as spiritual beings having a human experience and this is where we becomes the prisoners of our own creations. We can consciously support the structure of our reality. When our power in locked into our creations then the fluidity of abundances is then no longer the center of power as we must now focus on survival and this of course has nothing to do with money. To be rich with a numerical worth is still a limitation as our ultimate goal should be to return to drinking from an unlimited supply, feeding all areas of our lives. Infinite abundance has no numerical value, it’s not possible…so what is my net worth, it is unlimited! Scientists like Professor Oyibo and Qunatum physicists are discovering how and why it is possible to consciously alter ones reality. You don’t need to wait for University trained scientists to tell you that it is possible as you are creating your reality in every moment. You simply need to recognize this for yourself by observing the foundation on which your life is built along with an examination of your choices and beliefs.
  
  
  
  You are an amazing power plant and perhaps the time has come for you to create a new and different concept of your reality. Perhaps it’s time to exceed the typical, predictable programs by which collective consciousness is run. Listen to signs of boredom and consider what it would be like to do the things that bring excitement to mind, or what it would be like to lay down your burden of struggles if indeed there is a possibility that you do have an unlimited source of power that you have perhaps minimally tapped into from time to time during extremely desperate moments. What if you did not need to wait for desperate moments to utilize the science of the limitless. Many of you have heard me say that the manner in which I have accessed my jump through the various stages of my growth is to say to myself that “no matter what, I will live!” That has always been the deal breaker for me! In the past in leaving corporate America my son asked me “mom if they paid you a million dollars to stay would you” and without hesitation I said “NO!” You must come to the place where you can honestly say that it’s not about the money, when you can make decisions based on what you feel in your gut, in your hear center, then you are ready to take that leap. It can be challenging but it has allowed me to go deeper and deeper into a knowingness that continues to blow my mind!!
  
  
  
  This is what I now share with you; the ability to dig deep and to own your right to know and to be limitlessly powerful! It is a magnificent goal which I continue to explore, what an adventure! Don’t be afraid to own what you are feeling despite being unable to share these feelings with your partner or friends, remember that it is all about you. They are only a reflection of your field of consciousness.
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