Everything I will talk about happened to me in this lifetime. It is what I call the bad , badder and the worst. I will not paint one thing with rosy colored glasses. I will not twist anything to make it sound worse then it was. For many times it could not get any worse.
Why an I doing this? Most people don't listen to something unless it entertains them. Sadly people get more entertainment from pain and suffering. It is like listening to a happy UFO story. How many do you want to hear? How many time can you hear it was so much fun?
The Bible the most sold book in the world. Filled with so much pain and suffering. The few happy times were FEW. The most common story in the Bible was about killing. That even being the most important character in the book being killed by many of his own people.
Look at the greatest spiritual people to walk this planet almost everyone was killed. Why's that? I am going to talk about a word very scary to most people. No one know much about it really. Except maybe me. I will give you the reasons. The word is suicide. I don't run from anything in my life the good, the bad and the ugly. The good was very little in my life. The bad was almost always there. The ugly kept coming in to often.
Most people can say something really bad happened in their life. Some can say a few times things happened. How many people can say it was happening all the time. Yes there are bad stories about child abuse, Sexual abuse, and even alien abduction. Some people have it happen for years. They all affect your psyche and many times for life.
So do I add my childhood to the story? Or do I keep it just my mid-life?
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