KT Gorilla Jones

THE BEAST WITHIN

by KT Gorilla Jones

 - Sun, Apr 5 2009

THE BEAST WITHIN !

Your books are not that great ..your Business is not going to be that successful, Your speaking Business is just ok. We really cannot see anything at all special about you and what you do. …….

 WTF ??

But  I  poured my heart and soul into it , I prepare endlessly for my speaking engagements. I take great care with my coaching clients..Why will I not be successful ??  When I begin my work each and every day I think about what I want to achieve and how I want to get there ..So why are you criticizing me ?? I am an Author  Business man and an all around decent guy. I am responsive to the needs of my friends and family . I care about the needs of others  as well. Although i am pretty athletic and what you would call a man’s man i have been  known to get choked up over a sad story  on the news which means i have a heart.

So Why are you still criticizing me ????  When i decided to embark upon this career i really wanted to help people like me ..i felt like there were millions out there who would appreciate my struggle, my pain, my journey and they would be comforted by knowing that they were not alone….So why are you still criticizing me ??

I mean i am just like any other artist..i am sensitive about my sh**t  so do not criticize me because you do not understand me . My book was written for my demographic my people THE GORILLA NATION !!

So please do not take my kindness for weakness, my hesitation for confusion, or my silence for acceptance !! So you can all Kiss my A ___ AAAAAHHHHHGGG !!! ( i scream out loud and i WAKE UP !!)

WHEW!!! I say as  sweat pours down my face IT WAS ALL A DREAM !!.. This was a dream i had last night that has me confused this morning. I was being criticized by familiar yet unknown faces .. i was in places i recognized but did not know my way around.  I pondered the meaning of this  all night long and it had me completely irritated by 7 am this morning to have not figured  it out. Then i got up to go wash my face and as the water dripped from my eyes all became clear…. i was staring into the mirror…

The people in my Dream were not ….those people …or they…..or them….. They were all me and my inner thoughts and doubts..now they were a result of people attempting to infect me with their negativity  which led to this horrendous chain of events in my mind…This happens to all of us from time to time..

Entrepreneurs Business Owners Artist Career people, Laborers ..all of us   We have an epic struggle everyday  but my GORILLAS understand that the jungle is not a friendly place so we must adapt and attack each and every day, THE SNOOZE BUTTON is not your friend .

When that clock goes off in the morning  get your AZZ up and go claim your destiny. If you shovel crap for a living,  shovel it like you have a golden shovel in your hand and you are shoveling GOLD DUST !!!!!!! and turn it into your own business….

When we learn to master our emotions and control our fear quotient  we can then  quiet the naysayers… Then and only then will we be able to neutralize the biggest  naysayer. We will  realize that this NAYSAYER is the only one that needs to be conquered …….OURSELf  ..better known as 

THE BEAST WITHIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  and remember this favorite Gorilla Quote  

“Never let your head hang down. Never give up and sit and grieve.
Find another way. And don’t pray when it rains if you don’t pray
when the sun shines.” B Potter —

THE GORILLASPEAKS !!

KT.Jones Author:   THE  80  POUND CHIMP OR 800 POUND GORILLA WHICH  ONE RU ??

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