full nagar alchemist  

I last dropped a blog in December of ‘08. Since that time, my wife and I have been working to develop a conscious community in my area (coastal South Carolina) and developing her business. Just like everything else life is full of great lessons that we all must endure to overstand the next life experience. Much love to all of you who reached out during that time, but do know that my focus and effort is to continue to help those who seek help in re-defining their African self and that is exactly what I was doing locally. I look forward in the future to building, learning and establishing new relationships within the blog talk conscious community.   I will be blogging again in the future and I hope it continues to generate thought as we work towards re establishing MA’AT.

PEACE & CHAOS,

Full Nagar Alchemist

Below are just some thoughts that came across my mind as I absorb the holy day season.

-Is change really needed?

-Look inward for answers to life’s problems.  Every solution that you come up with should involve you.

-We must understand or try to overstand the true history of everything around us. And when I say everything, I mean everything. From how we breathe to how we behave. From how we communicate with others, to how we relate to others. In other words, all aspect of life must be examined and questioned if we are to truly know who we are. This is the only way that we can awaken and break the spell of sleep that keeps a lot of us trapped into a false reality.

-Life is about learning lessons on how to become greater GODDESS and GODS, not paying bills or worrying about paying bills. This place and this experience is truly the school of the GODS.

-A lot of the times we go through problems just so that we can learn new experiences so that we can later on teach one another.

-There is a day after Christmas called tomorrow. People need to eat, a comfortable place to sleep and love too on that day as well. We should be ashamed to give people something they need all year long once a year.  Our behavior has truly blended in with yt.    

-There is no such thing as jesus, AIDS or an economic crisis. We need to stop buying in to these illusions and figure out what the hell is really going on.

-GODDESS and GODS need to work on solutions that will remove the inhumane people from power. This should be very close to the top or the first thing on our priority list.

-Remove anyone from your circle who is constantly spreading fear about yt and his illuminati sh@t. This bastard has tried to kill you in every form and fashion since his creation and we are still here.  Also, remove anyone that’s very judgmental and argumentative. None of these people care about the cause as much as they care about being right, worshiped like preachers or just looking down on people.

-Help those who only want or ask for your help. We waste too much time trying to help people overstand this spiritual way of life and they could care less. It’s time we move forward and let the dead lie with the dead.

Peace    

Many of us will be interacting with more people (family members and so called friends) because of the holiday season. For people that are totally into Amerikkan culture, this is a time to get together with love ones, eat, spend money and be merry. For people like me and those of you who read this blog, this is the time to be ridiculed, judged and if you are from the south like me its time to here “are you a Muslim”.

The so called holiday season can be a ruff time for people with none European thoughts, diets and cultural beliefs etc...   So how do we have a good time without getting into an argument with friends and family this holiday season? I have no freaking idea, but I wrote down a few things that I might try my self.

1. Expect plenty of bull s#@t to happen. A lot of B.S. happens most of the time we get together any way. Save your heart, mind and soul from being shocked by expecting your family and friends to act a fool. Your mind should be prepared for the most outrages stuff.

2. Practice stress relief techniques. Practice breathing, meditating, and focusing techniques to get you through when grown folks say something stupid, little children act ignorant reflecting their parents (or lack their of) and when people say things like “you think your to good” or “you weren’t raised that way”.

3. Do not be judgmental. Do not judge family and friends or belittle them because they are not as aware as you are or eat the same as you do. If we are as advanced as we say we are, we should be able to live by example. Let your light shine.

4. Overstanding. Overstand that everyone in this physical existence is here for different reasons. Some of us are here to be the star and some of us are here to be a movie extra.  Overstand that you can’t bring people into enlightenment, they must seek for it.

5. Do not get into conversations about Obama, the economy, or any conversation for that matter. Enough said!

6. Look at the spiritual side of things. Many of the holidays celebrated in this culture are not as European base as many of us may think. Sure, they have historicalyzed many characters over the years like Santa clause, Jesus, the snow man and Christopher Columbus to name a few, but that is what you do when you have no history. These holidays have spiritual and astrological base out of ancient KMT and indigenous people from all across the great mother. For example “Holiday” comes from “Holy day” which just means a “whole day” which is just every day.

7. Don’t even participate. Many of the things written above were centered on self or things that you can do to have a peaceful time around family. That’s because I wanted to talk about the things we can control. At the end of the day, you should try to spend time with people that truly care about you no matter what your traditions are.  Those types of people are very few in number and may not be members of your “last name” family. I personally have struggled with ways to try to inform and keep my family together, but it’s usually ignored until they get into some kind of bind and need some type of assistance. This type of relationship can wear and individual down and is very frustrating. So my advice to those of us who have tried all they can and seen no results, I say f@#k it, and move on. Many of us have wasted years trying to help people that do not want to help themselves. Its time that we continue on the path of enlightenment, live our lives and assist only those who truly want our help. Peace   

Below is a chart of a few things that most of us, (including myself) find ourselves complaining about. When looking at these things from my spiritual mind and not the amerikkan mind I was raised with, I find myself liking some of these things because it’s waking my people up. Sure it seems wrong on the surface, but the pressure that it is putting on our people is making them loose faith in the global amerikkan system which is basically based around materialism and not one’s self.  I like the image and confidence (and that only) that Barack may bring to our people; I feel that him winning the presidency will lure my people that are half awake back to sleep. Just think of him as Bill Clinton part two.  Bush and his administration may be hated, but that cowboy has waked up more nagars than the Matrix. So before we continue to knock some of these things, look at the good it is doing.                               

The above list has a lot of things missing on them such as grandparents raising their grand children which has more to do with ancient culture than many would think. The overall point is when we are complaining about some of the things our amerikkan minds may want, look at the things our spiritual mind may need. 

Taking a look into the election and seeing all the energy and effort my people put into ensuring that Barack Obama become the 44^th president of the united states of amerikka and the so called 1^st black president. It reminded me so much of what I heard from my parents and the elders say about the Civil Rights movements of the 60’s, “very ceremonial, but lacked substance”.  More important than having a black president elected is having an expectation of what a black president should behave like. Is it just important for him to be black in color and not be black by nature, spirit and thought?

Knowing what I know about real US government, the president’s real role is just an inspirational figure, a beauty queen, which symbolizes who is really running the country. That’s why its been white men for so long because they were really running the country. His image is just to let the dead people in the world know that there is a changing of the guard in amerikka and the true black people are awake. He has no plans to make a true change in this country. It’s just to try and lore the masses of black people back to sleep, and from what I have experience since the election, it has worked. If Obama were to make a real change, it would be because of the spirit world taking control of his spirit, which the spirit world can step in and bring about change at any time because he does have a soul. You can best believe that the whites (and some blacks) that voted for him hope that black people will believe that victory has come and their faith in this system will come back. Because if black folks energy (physical, spiritual and financial) is not in this country, this country will not exist! This election stuff is all about you black people.

Getting back on subject, what are the expectations of a black president?  If Obama is to try and make a difference here are a few things that he can do if he really wants change.

·         Incorporate black people’s true history into school text books. This will increase the confidence of our youth and in turn put a stop to the violence and the negative way we treat each other. There is enough of proven history and scholars available to create a team and insert our true history back into the books 

·         Elect an all black cabinet full of new and inspiring spirit led people that has no connections with any past administration. If you want change, how in the hell can you put the same old people and the same type people on your cabinet.  These are not elected positions and you choose who the f@#k you want. Enough said. 

·         At the very least talk about “reparations”. It may take a minute but the conversation should come up especially since this country support the so called holocaust survivors. They are enough evidence on existing companies to get the ball rolling. There is enough land to provide to blacks even if it isn’t enough money. 

·         Stop incarcerating people for nonpayment of child support. Most of the problems we are facing today comes from children and adults from fatherless homes (crime, rape, poverty, substance abuse, teen pregnancy etc..).  Instead of forcing fathers into jail so that they can’t work, force them on a job so they can provide. There should be no child support order established without visitation.  

Remember people, this man’s mama is white and the thinking “mama can do no wrong” will always apply. So don’t look for Barack to provide true justice or be your savior.  You/we are the only ones who can make that change. Believe in self!    

Some people ask me if I hate yt and my reply is always the same. “I don’t hate yt just like I don’t hate a dog. They both serve their natural purpose; I just won’t eat, drink or have sex with it etc...”

It is very important that you do not hate yt especially if you are around them all the time. Hating them will stress your nervous system and make you more vulnerable to illness because you are behaving outside your nature. It is more important to overstand than to hate yt so their constant lying, violence and outright tricknology will not come to you as a surprise leaving you disappointed. The disappointment that many of us face every time we encounter them will begin to disappear once we begin to overstand and see them for who they truly are.  

In recent years, the spirit world has made us aware that the trickster has taken the game of life to another level. For years, the line was clear cut and it was easy for us to identify those of us who have souls and those of us who don’t. Some of us are having so many problems trying to overstand why some of our people are acting, thinking and behaving just like YT. We also are having people that we used to call YT treating us nice and although they may not have what we call “black consciousness”; they still are able to see through the bull s@#t. That’s because a lot of our people are zombies based on diet, media programming, drugged and some are just clones with no soul. They are also people we identify as white that are really not and they are just passing as white just so they can benefit materialistically from the culture of racism/white supremacy. You see them all the time, some have skin whiter than yt, but the skins more smoother, they have brown eyes, dark brown or black hair and flat out African features just to name the obvious few.  Our trait is a strong one and it will travel many generations.

To help make some since out of this, we have to rely on the spirit world (or subconscious) that live within us. The relationship we have with the spirit world (or subconscious) is our only true guide to staying on the path and protecting us from the hidden dangers.  We must take the time to overstand how to communicate with the spirit world and to overstand some of its major functions; healer, record keeper and spiritual guide just to name a few.  

·         Healer – one of the subconscious major functions is to maintain the nervous system which includes breathing, control heart rate, blood pressure, creation of antibodies to fight illness, focusing of the eyes, muscle tone and basically everything inside the body to maintain life.

·         Record Keeper- The subconscious has every bit of information and experiences that travels with DNA. Not just physical traits but memories as well. We know that the DNA we carry in our physical bodies has a direct link to the GODS/GODDESS from the beginning of what we call time.  So the subconscious has a memory bank of well over millions of years.

·         Spiritual Guide – Since the subconscious has Information that has been stored since the beginning of time and there being nothing new under the sun, the subconscious has unlimited answers to guide us through this physical existence. Also, the subconscious is the voice of the soul which is the spiritual dimension, so we have an ongoing connection from the all knowing GODS and GODDESS within.     

Mastering the communication with the spirit world will end the confusion of the present day and provide guidance to events happening in the future. We can do this by increasing our knowledge on how to communicate with the subconscious, finding out on an individual basis how our subconscious are wired and change the wiring of our subconscious so that we can change our behavior and accept true information. Only a strong communication link with the spirit world will allow us to overstand what’s really going on and who is who in these strange times. More next week!