All the life is gone in me I don't recall who I'm supposed to be... I used to be kind? No, I'm not even nice. I used to be warm? Now I'm cold as ice Did I ever have friends? I don't have any now... When did I start? Has my smoking gone down? I used to smile? I just can't recall Did someone care? i feel left by all When was I happy? It's all so unclear Am I far? Or am I near? Did I even care? I don't have emotions Perhaps it's a curse.... Perhaps it was potions.... I can still remember being thin.... I can vaguely recall my old grin This emotion is swallowing, consuming my soul It's too much to bear, and I'm feeling so low As soon as I smile, something goes wrong. I guess this day is going to be long.