I was just purusing through what was on today when i came across a show that had Goddess in the title but in the description it was for black goddesses. This got me to thinking...Last night i was watching a show on Mary Magdeline. As i watched this, my heart sang and i truly believe that I was remembering a part of my soul, THE past connection. The gospel of Mary was found at this time for a purpose...a reason. The reason-for all of us goddesses to start recognizing the power of the Divine Feminine with in each and everyone of us...men too. Organized religion has suppressed the femine half of the Source...how many of us have feelings of persecution? I have and i know it is from many lives of being killed for my beliefs. Maybe that is why it so hard for me to really embrace myself and to release ego complely..trusing in the Divine nature of the Universe...to surrender. Man, is that a hard word to really comprehend-Surrender-to give yourself completely to another with complete trust. However, that is what we must all do if we really want to follow in the Master's footsteps. If you have a chance to watch this show on Mary, i think that something will awaken with in you. We came here at this time, we choose to incarnate now-why? Could it be so that we can 'remember' and continue where we left off 2000 years ago? The time is right.I know that i seem to be rambling but as I type all these thoughts keep jumping into my head and i am just going with it.Woman were once powerful leaders of THE WAY. Mary M was an apostle of Christs-the Master. I also believe that she was his wife but that's another discussion. Woman were elders and teachers, not just the 12 Apostles. In the bible, woman are shown to be elders and teachers-they couldn't cut out those passages because nothing would make sense. Mary M was the Blessed Apostle of Jesus-from her we learn of the true teachings of Christ.Anyone want to discuss this?