Celebrating ‘The Twilight Saga: New Moon’

In honor of the opening day of New Moon, the latest film in The Twilight Saga, we thought we ...

The Cheryl Behind the Cheryl

Known to many as the long-suffering (ex)wife of funnyman Larry David, the man behind Seinfeld, ...

BlogTalkRadio Host of the Week: Alfred McComber from...

By Christina Blodgett In our continuing effort to spotlight more members of the BlogTalkRadio ...

 

Profile

Creative Quanta


Country: United States

Language: English

Archived Blog Posts

Friends (58)

  • The Lovely Hazel Eye
  • Dejaymadhouse
  • Goddess Ascension
  • Ms Kim
  • ILLUMINATION
  • Gary McCants
  • Mari Torres
  • Edie Galley
  • harmonicutopia
  • SPECTOR REVEALS
  • Relation Coach Ryeal
  • Jessica Swanson
  • Timothy Hodge
  • Asperger Women Assoc
  • Rev. Peg
  • Rev Bee
  • Trinity Psychics
  • Irena
  • Jennifer Hoffman
  • Angel Talk Cafe

CreativeQuanta  

In a nutshell. I'm intent on living a full life and helping others do the same.

  • Archived Blog Post

    Date / Time:

    Transformation, Healing and Letting Go

    I've begun this journey of enlightenment knowing that change must come.  Knowing my current existence would be and has been shaken by this undertaking ...

    Case in point, my relationship of 2 years has ended ... and it's not to say that I didn't see it coming but the reality of the ending seems to be one of toughest things to get through.  But growth is what I am seeking and if there is no room ... there is no growth.

    With that said, I still find myself fighting the "poor me mentality" and anger about how it ended but I stumbled across something I wrote a few years ago that still holds true for me today.  It gave me a snapshot of the light at the end of the tunnel.  Hopefully it does the same for you. 

                             "Sentiments for one, hopefully understood by many."

    I've analyzed my needs, wants and desires ... and while I don't know where my professional life may lead ... I know my emotional and spiritual life centers around my ability to experience emotion on all levels. Not necessarily to be run by those emotions but to allow them to run their course and be in tune with them. My insecurities are just that insecurities held over from the past. I realize that while my previous mistakes were unfortunate ... I am a grown ass woman who has to learn from those mistakes and realize that I am not doomed to make them again unless I choose to do so.

    My love for you is pure, honest, exhilarating, intoxicating and scary. It stands to reason my time with you may or may not last. I have to face that fact. The what if factors are too numerous to contemplate ... and it is up to me to make the conscious decision to love unconditionally without the promise of tomorrow. To wrap my mind around this concept goes against my long held belief and practice of self preservation. Although difficult, I find myself able to let go.

    I come to you with the gift of my heart, my essence and my hope for a loving future. This should not be viewed as a burden to you, because I do not view you as the "creator of my happiness". I alone am the creator of my happiness. I have been given the tools to experience life the way God and the universe at large sees fit. I am a conscious, feeling, loving being with the blessing of choice and the gift of myself to offer. I realize that I am a gift for the right person. Although I am not perfect, nor will I ever be, my intentions are conceived and offered in love. While this may not be enough for some, it is my fondest wish it will continue to be enough for you.

    As you go through your day know that I am here for you, love you and want you to experience all the things that will see you fulfilled, emotionally, professionally and spiritually. I made a promise to myself and in essence to you; I will not make decisions out of fear.  My decisions will always be based in love. All that I do is for love of you. Naive? Perhaps, but I prefer to view it as being optimistic.

Comments

ArchMessenger

WOW Kendra! Way to stand in your divine-most self! Thank you so much for allowing me to witness and support any part of your exciting and empowered journey. Bless you wise and loving sister! Love, Curtis

Everything Else

Listen

 

 Participate

 

 Services and Terms

 

 Corporate

 

 BlogTalkRadio

 
BlogTalkRadio is a provider of thousands of internet talk radio shows. Our streaming and archived shows are produced by anyone that wants to be an internet radio host.
Give it a listen  and  
© 2009 BlogTalkRadio.com. All Rights Reserved.