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    Opening the doors to Enlightenment

         As a novice in the realm of metaphysics I am suffering from a wealth of information overload.   Two weeks ago yesterday I made a conscious commitment to myself to explore the inner workings of me.  I didn't realize the ride I was in for and the really freaky part is I know it's only just beginning but I digress ...

    For the longest time I've been fascinated by things I couldn't quite understand.  Mediumship and anything having to do with gifts of the mind (for lack of desire to write a list of the "correct" terms) continually drew my attention.  Having heard and read on several occasions that psychic ability was my birthright ... I've always wondered ... how do I flip the switch?  However, this questioning of how does it all work never prompted me to study with discipline for an extended period of time. 

    Lately, that's changed ... That nagging little whisper has had me searching for practical information for a full two weeks but off and on for years.  I've been trying new (to me) things like meditation, setting my intent, expecting my ability to speak with my higher self to finally open up and allow me access to life changing information and trust in my inherent divinity.  But it hasn't happened yet.  The perpetual optimist in me believes that in time true understanding will come.  But the realist in me knows that anything I've truly been good at ... I've had the benefit of a great coach or teacher.  At this time I currently without one and it's hard to find if you don't know what you're looking for or need.  

    I am at a cross roads.   Now this place that I aspire to be requires me to trust my instincts and go with my gut.  But having forced myself to be a student of reason for years ... it's hard to do. (a block perhaps?)  My thoughts are I have enough information at this point to really mess some things up for myself if I continue on this journey without the benefit of guidance.   Another thing is my vibrational energy hasn't risen enough to make contact with my guides nor my higher self.   My inherent ability to go within, elevate my vibration and access the needed internal guidance to proceed is seriously impeded by lack of training to use my psychic gifts whatever they may be ...

    As a result, I have signed on for an energy exchange with a gifted medium/healer to help out and identify all the things holding me back.  This was a little hard to do with so much information, so many gifted individuals and just my level of uncertainty.  

    I chose to contact an individual I kept coming back to ... I've listened to his shows.  Enjoyed the information from just listening to the show.  I had no need to be read because I wasn't sure what I needed an answer to ... until now if that makes since.   But I liked him ... he would probably be someone I'd like to hang out with and just laugh with ... so that worked for me when it came to seeing if we could work together.  What do I expect?  I expect to get exactly what I need in this moment from the experience and be able to give something back. Right now that's all I ask ... it's about growth and the journey.





     
     

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