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So doesn't repentance and forgiveness just happen when you believe in Jesus Christ naturally? You might think of learning a new language and how just knowing the symbols or how to say the words is not enough, you need to study out the symbolism behind the words even the culture affects their meaning. Study, observance, listening, considering, even questioning and proving are all part of the development of a new being.
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