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When we let go of our childlike faith, hope gratitude, and humility we welcome pride. It can come from the perspective of the under dog or the better than, but either way it is a false and destructive thing. Depression has its roots in "who's in charge here". When we know that God is completely in charge and all things will come together for the good of his children we can have hope in any circumstance.
It's good to talk.