Like drugs, know obviously that will deviate from virtuous future, but irresistible, there is fanaticism of a whiff of rock in the heart origin, very crazy, very free, resist very much, let to be the courage without resistance, so oneself in the mirror is a calm white collar, the thing in the space has not been gone to upgrade for a long time. The characters that have in a picture accord with the meaning that I want to express very much: The diary has not been written for a long time, because the mood has not determined yet what color it is, everything is so unknown, it is so difficult to handle. More willingly to record this section of gray space of mine here, I have not concealed here, find a rock band which calls NightWish in the music shared, like the sound of the leading singer very much, a very simple and honest woman sound, like the play style of the band very much, everything is very heavy, very safe, is hitting the area to strengthen noisily, I look like a child pushed away from the high level, shed at these very much loud and very much wide and very much soft and very much safe mat, whole people is fallen into inside by the deep one, soft and substantiating The music style liked in some time and some time has very great differences, like this kind recently, study carefully it at all, may lonely unsettled from can't criticize of a text in the abyss of the mind, needing very deep and serious thing to accept to me, in this way I think the life is safe, soul is still in the body. Some destine all one's life lost, consider carefully, find a upset one to lose itself concrete instead of some, seem some by tentacles all right but and,it hesitate can bear the weight of by reality, some very safe reality needs, it will be cool all one's life to be frightened. Vigorous wearing and tearing to stand years perhaps, suitable for time go wear and tear can be too much happy raised angles perhaps, our happiness can only be the form needed in time.