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by Carolyn Dawn

- Sun, Oct 5 2008

See www.youtube.com/profbb

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After a silent journey within,

She grinned to herself.

All the unfathomable complexities of reality,

All the infinite Universes both in the micro and macro

were condensing down

into a single

powerful

point.

This "Point" had a particular personality, presence, flavor and resonance.

The pure point taught her that she was also just like itself.

Like father and child.

She stilled her mind again until she neither knew who was father or who was child.

Its like tuning a guitar string, she thought.

Both notes resonated in perfect harmony just for a fraction of a second.

When she surrendered to It. It surrendered to her. They were in "Tune"

She realized this is what all the religions had called "Creator".

But who was seeking whom?

Yes, she thought all of life was about relationships.

Any relationship she perceived herself as having at all:

Earth

Country

Work/Service

Saviour/Guru

Money

Beloved

Family

Art

Self

... How she perceived any particular relationship informed her a great deal about how close she was to inner peace.

"Forgetting the physical relationships", did not mean neglecting them, or stopping to talk to them

it just meant taking them out of the contextual relationship and into a more fluid, informing, non-stero type form.

Each relationship on her canvas of her life boiled down to where it all started,

like a first pencil mark on a new sketchpad.

One Tiny Pure Infinitesimal Point of multi-dimensional consciousness

in a dimension within and beyond space and time all at once.

A dimension without an idea of Self at all.

Its was all about how near or far she stepped into heartfelt union with that ONE*.

She was continually in relationship with that Loving Source,

Yet, combined or separate depending upon where she placed her thoughts.

It was like rings on a tree.

Each individual she discovered was representative of a state of mind she could adopt.

In fact, reality as she knew it, melted away in a second became quite holographic.

Now her days were filled with inner questions like:

"How close am I to the center with the sap running clear?

Or am I in the tough, crinkly protective bark?

What part of me is sap, what part is bark?"

What if everyone she perceived to be in relationship with was actually another point of consciousness, playing a role that she scripted in order to bring her closer to this ONE*?

What if everyone echoed parts of herself and the relationships that were developing, in essence,

were that pure awareness, the pure One* that was making her pure by her efforts to simply re-member?

She found she could easily wear many hats and was not locked into a rigid identity.

If she maintained that thought, she could then enjoy her day is a brand new way.

The relationships around and within became very deeply profound

She could turn it around easily to be all about Love, about ONE*

~Her Country was the part of self that showed her how she had been governing herself, in a corrupt, deceptive, controlling way.

~Her Work was the part of self that showed her how she needed to have more self respect and taught her faith.

~Her Teachers Were the parts of self that modeled states of mind that she could attain, adopt or heal.

~Her Beloved was that Part of self that rejected her or showed her that unconditional love was there all along.

~Her Family Showed her how much she cared for the child within.

~Her relationship with money showed how she valued herself and time.

~And so on....

As she reframed her experience from this perspective,

(that each relationship was actually extremely holy)

Laying out before her was an astonishing reality.

A reality that was so obvious it had evaded her awareness.

Like a tone that had been there all along, but it was unheard because of all the noise.

This pure tone, her Essence, rang out in her head. It was all she could hear sometimes. She kept adjusting to it, spending time wit it, hearing it in other voices singing its note out to each one that came along. She sang it to the trees, to the animals to the yet sleeping parts of herself. It gave her power to change her weaknesses to strength, to love fully without reserve, to heal and most of all to be authentic.

She sat back on the grass feeling deeply rooted and detached all at once and said

"All my Relations"

(The first nations Dakota people say as a goodbye

meaning I am related to it all)

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