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Beth Valley

http://TroubledTeenagers.com


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I'm a big fan of Joan Jett have been sense i was 16 i don't remember nothing much about the Runaways though but i have seen some of there videos on Joan Jett godmother of punk a site i belong to about Joan Jett and it also has some Runaway videos on there also. Cherre Currie is doing a cool thing with this other guy i forgot his name to have a talkshow with teenagers because there are a lot of stress in this world today for teenagers more than when i was growing up. So i'm glad that Cherre is doing this show good luck and God bless and maybe there is a helpless teenager out there you can help out.

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    Bipolar Depression

    I'm new here i just joined this site a little while ago and so far only have one friend here this is a lot different than bebo. I do suffer from bipolar depression and other illinesses i just want to come on here and make some friends and let people know that it's okay to open up and talk about your illiness because bipolar depression and other illinesses that go with it you shouldn't be ashame to talk about it. I have a page on bebo and when i opened up about being bipolar and schizaprinic and also having parkinson's desease i made more friends because a lot of people added me because some of my friends there which i will not mention names also had some of the illinesses i have and it helped them to open up and pm me about it and talk about it. So if i can come on here and talk about what's wrong with me and someone talks needs someone to talk too just add me as your friend. Because as first when i was first dianoises with biploar depresion and also manic depression i had no one to talk to about it i didn't no what to look up on the computer then like i do now and it needs to be treated by seeing a pysch and with medicine as well and the medicine needs to be taken every day on schedule even if your felling good still take it so you don't have a manic epesode. This is a very serious illiness and nothing to mess with at all. I also was dianosed with schizophrinia after i moved here to Linn a couple of years ago, i just now got on the right medicine for it. I was hearing voices in my head and i didn't know what to do about it i was over medicating myself especially on zanax i went to see a pysch in Jefferson City I won't mention her name because i don't have her permission, But i got put on counsoling and different medication and help i also have a crisis hotline number but i've never had to use it yet though. But i'm really proud of myself i did really good then i told my counselor about the voices in my head and they were also telling not to tell anyone they were there and i was pushing my friends here away and so i just spoke up anyway i was in tears because i didn't know what was wrong with me and why i was hearing this voice of a lady telling me what to do all the time, so i got on medicine for the schizophrinia, but after a while it was going okay. Until i started hear whispering voices in my head and that was driving me crazy because i didn't know what they were saying and my pysch was out for 2 weeks sick but i got in to see her and i'm doing a lot better now she has really helped me out a lot and she knows how much i really apperciate her the 2 years that i have been seeing here. I also suffer with migraine headaches which is no fun either but i'm on medicine for them. The parkinson desease i'm on a 100mg of a generic of Sinement but it's not helping at all it started out with my legs jumping at night and it would wake me up and then my whole body would shake all the time. My fiance may he rest in peace had me to take a sinement and i slept all night long for the first time in years so i was put on that. Right now i'm taking a 100mgs but they aren't working it's getting worse i drop things all the time i have carpet in my kitchen which i hate but i drop thing in here which is better than in the frontroom. I haven't told any of my family because i don't want to worry about me they do that enough sense they live in Sullivan, Steelville and Cherryville areas. I also have fibromyalgia which is close to having rheumtoid arthritis and i also have osteoarthrits. The fibromyalgia arthritis is in the top of my spin in my neck down to my tailbone and it has moved into my hips. Some days i am in so much pain i have to lay down under the electric blancket i have on 24/7 year round i sleep with an electric blancket on i'm very cold blooded sense i have to have blood work done every 2 to 3 months done one me to watch every thing because all last year my white cell count has been running high and we don't know what's causing it. So that is my life and the pain of my life and if this information can help someone to open up about themselves then i've done good. The moral of this is never be a shameof who and what you are or what illinesses you have because it's not you fault you were dealy a bad hand. You have to live with the hand that was dealt to you and live with it and go on with your life the best way you can that is what i do, i have my good days and my bad, i have days that i want to be near people and i have days that i keep shut up in my apartment it just depends on how i'm feeling day to day. But i still get up in the morning and live my life to the fullest because i know i have family and friends that love me and 6 wonderful nephews and 2 beautiful nieces that need me in their lives even though i don't get to see them that often they know there Aunt Beth is always praying for them. I don't go to church like i'm supposed to but i'm saved and was baptized when i was 10 years old and i believe strongly in God and if it wasn't for him watching over me i would have what i have now or be able to cope with everything wrong with me day to day. So i'm looking fro friends to talk too on here but not pity i don't need or want that i just wanted to let everyone know about me and what i go through every day. And i hope there is someone that if they have some of the illinesses that i have and aren't getting help i really hope that the do. Thank you for you time and for reading my long blog.

    Beth XXX

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