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So you are in a 4 year jobless? Downward spiral? Whose fault is it? Maybe you need a four leaf clover! Get a wish bone! Wish upon a star! Toss a coin in a wishing well! Toss salt over your left shoulder. There's all kinds of things people do to bring them good luck. Doing any of these things to secure your income or your future is not wise. Just as blaming PBO for you still been unemployed after 4 years verges on the edge of stupidity. Being jobless is not bad luck! It is not your fault and definitely it is not PBO's fault! It is your problem. A problem only for the man in the mirror. Sabatoged? Discrimination? Your dumbness? Go out! Find a job! Just as you have done all your adult life. Find a job, or blame yourself!
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