This is a beautiful book I created through poems and paintings about my experience going through awakening or remembering home, which for me is the same. During all this lifetime, even being a child, I had this deep longing inside me of going home, whatever that was. This feeling led me to my awakening and to the Crimson Circle. It started very early, actually it was around 1995 and the Crimson Circle didn't start until 1999 and my human self didn't get to know them until 2004. Why do I say this? Because during those almost ten years I felt very alone and quite a freak. I couldn't tell anyone what I was feeling or going through, or I didn't want to because they could think I was going crazy. I felt very depressed and had really strange dreams and couldn't sleep well, sometimes at all. Can you imagine later when I met the Crimson Circle what a releif it was for me to finally have someone to talk with? And most important, they felt like home for me, after so many years! Of course what I was feeling was family and most of all me, my true self, home. It is not that they were my home, it is that this energy reflected back to me myself, and so with them I finally got to the point of integrating my divine self with my human self here on Earth. This is a process, and it still happening. For many years I felt as if to leave earth was the only way to do this, though another part of me kept on encouring me to stay, I thought it was to complete some kind of spiritual mision, now I know that the only mision I had was this integrating process, which wasn't really a msion but a choice, and the only place for this to be done was on earth. I didn't need to go home, home was coming back to me.To read and see an excerp of the book click on the link www.becreations.jimdo.com/be-books/