WISDOM1986  

MY LIFE

I WAS SAVED AT A YOUNG AGE BUT STRAYED AWAY IN THE WORLD'S CAGE//

CHURCH WAS WHERE I WAS RAISED BUT I WAS SPIRITUALLY LYING IN THE GRAVE//

I WAS REBELLIOUS TOWARDS MY PARENTS BUT MY PARENTS ALWAYS PRAYED//

THEY WERE PRAYING FOR MY LIFE BUT I CONTINUE TO DISOBEY//

I WAS ADDICTED TO PORN EVEN WHILE BEING SAVED//

CHILLIN IN MY BACKYARD AND GETTIN BLAZED//

HUSTLIN STOLEN ITEMS TRYIN TO GET PAID//

AND SKIPPIN CHURCH JUST TO GET LAID//

I WAS ENGAGE TO LUST SO SEXUAL SINS WAS MY CRAVE//

SEXIN WIT NO PROTECTION, IT'S BY GOD'S GRACE I AIN'T GOT AIDS//

BUT THE CONSEQUENCES CAME I STARTED GOIN OUT OF MY MIND//

CAUSE I HAD 2 WOMEN PREGNANT ALL AT THE SAME TIME//

MY WOMAN HAVIN TWINS, DA OTHER, DON'T KNOW IF IT'S MINE//

I TRIED IGNORING THE PROBLEM BUT BOTH KEPT RINGING UP MY LINE//

I WAS CALLED A DOG WHEN I TOLD THE TRUTH//

THE OTHER WOMEN I LEAD ON GAVE ME HELL AND STILL WOULDN'T GIVE ME DA BOOT//

LIKE A ROLLER COASTER MY MIND RUNNIN IN LOOPS//

FINANCIALLY UNSTABLE, UNABLE TO REGROUP//

DON'T KNOW WHETHER TO BLOW MY BRAIN, OR JUMP OFF THE ROOF//

STRESSIN AND FALLIN INTO DEPRESSION I WAS GULPIN DOWN GOOSE//

PRAYING TO GOD “DON’T AWAKE ME FROM MY SLEEP!!”//

TOSSIN AND TURNIN IN BED CAUSE I HAVE NO PEACE//

MY WOMAN CALLED ME AND CRIED, "WHY DID YOU CHEATED//

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND THIS IS HOW I'M TREATED!!"//

SHE WAS SAD AND HEATED BECAUSE I BECAME THE DUDES IN HER PAST THAT GAVE HER THE SAME TREATMENT//

ME AND HER WENT OUR SEPARATE WAYS, STILL IN MY SINFUL WAYS//

BECAUSE OF REGRET STILL DRANK, STILL BLAZE//

I WAS ISOLATED FROM FAMILY AND FRIENDS//

AND ANOTHA WOMAN EMAIL ME MY SON PICTURES AND I NEVA HEARD FROM HER AGAIN//

DON'T EVEN KNOW IF THE BABY IS ACTUALLY MINE, NO HINTS OR SIGNS//

SO NOW I GOTTA LIVE WITH THIS UNSOLVE MYSTERY IN MY MIND//

I GRABBED MY LOADED NINE AND PUT THE NINE TO MY HEAD//

I WAS CLICKIN THE TRIGGA MULTIPLE TIMES BUT I WASN'T DEAD//

THEN  GOD SAID, “THE REASON WHY DEATH LEAVING YOU”//

CAUSE SOMEONE AT THIS VERY MOMENT INTERCEDING FOR YOU//

"IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU SO STOP THINKIN ABOUT YOURSELF//

CAUSE THE LIFE YOU LIVE YOU LIVED FOR SOMEBODY ELSE//

YOU ARE MY SERVANT WHO WAS LEAD BY THE SERPENT, BUT YOU'RE BORN WITH A PURPOSE//

AND YOUR WORDS WILL BE HEARD IN THE STREET, CHURCHES, EVEN BEHIND CLOSED CURTAINS//

WITH THE GUN STILL IN MY HEAD I CRIED, “LORD, LOOK AT MY LIFE, DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY STORY!!”//

THEN GOD SAID, “YES SON! I’LL TAKE THE FOOLISH THINGS IN YOUR LIFE AND USE IT FOR MY GLORY”//

WITH THE GUN STILL IN MY HEAD I CRIED, “LORD EVERYTIME I PRAY YOU AIN’T NEVA THERE!!”//

THEN GOD SAID, “I WAS THERE BEFORE YOU WAS BORN//

I WAS THERE WHEN YOUR KNEES WAS TORN//

I WAS THERE IN YOUR ROOM WHEN YOU WAS LAID OUT AND DRUNK//

I WAS THERE WHEN YOU WAS ON THE ROOF GETTING READY TO JUMP//

I WAS THERE WHEN YOU WAS HIGH//

I WAS THERE WHEN YOU CRIED CAUSE YOUR FRIEND DIED//

I WAS THERE WHEN YOU GOT ARRESTED AND YOU COULDN’T LOOK YOUR PARENTS IN THE EYES//

I WAS THERE ON THE CORNER WHEN THOSE DUDES WAS READY TO POP YA// (SHOOT YOU)

BUT NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST YOU SHALL BE ABLE TO PROSPER//

I REMEMBER YOUR TURMOIL//

EVEN WHEN YOUR MOM CAME IN YOUR ROOM AND ANOINTED YOUR HEAD WITH OIL//

CRYING OUT DELIVER MY SON FROM HIS WICKED PATH//

SEND YOUR LABORERS TO CROSS HIS PATH//

AND WHILE YOU WERE STILL IN A DEEP SLEEP//

YOUR MOM HELD YOU IN HER ARMS AND CRIED, “YOU ARE THE HEAD AND NOT THE TAIL, YOU ABOVE ONLY AND NOT BENEATH// (YOU ARE THE RIGHTEOUSNESS OF GOD IN CHRIST JESUS)

THEN GOD SAID, “I'VE CAME THAT YOU MIGHT HAVE LIFE AND HAVE LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY"//

THEN SUDDENLY I DROPPED THE GUN IN FRONT OF ME//

AND ON THE GROUND WORDS WRITTEN IN BLOOD WROTE JESUS CHRIST DIED FOR ME//

WRITTEN BY MAURICE ‘WISDOM’ BISHOP