Katy Manna  

I am hitting one of those BIG milestones. A year since my divorce. I notice in these times how it feels as though I could almost reach out and touch another dimension where that life was. I am feeling so deeply connected to that space and time yet also fully connected to the place where I am now.
Where I am now is a place of deep joy. There are many things that are so up in the air. I am busy building a practice wanting to really support people in deepening their connection with themselves and their Source. There are many uncertainties at the moment. The joy from this is not needing to be so certain about how life will play out. How even the next two months will play out. 
Some of my joy is also stemming from feeling like I can fully inhale and exhale again. Two years ago I felt restricted. I felt that if I really took a breath, the buttons on my clothing would pop. I resisted the breath and adjusted my clothing. A lot of time has passed and I have changed my clothing all together. Breathing room. Aaahhhhh!
My soul delights in my ability to take life in fully again. To breathe in the joy that surrounds me and is within me.
I have learned so much from the past few years of my life. I have learned a lot about myself, about relationships, about what makes me tick within those relationships, what some of my pitfalls are and mostly, how to love someone more deeply. And loving that person, knowing that I needed to let them go. Letting them go was how I could love myself and him most of all. What a poetic Universe.
With my passion and love of life fully restored I am ready to try new ventures. I am ready to be more open than ever before. I thank these last years for that. I have lived 10 years in 2 and it didn't kill me, it made me stronger. It made me a better person and no doubt, it will continue to. Life has taken on a whole new flavor and a whole new meaning. I am enjoying getting to know myself deeper.
As I reflect, I wonder. Did I come full circle? Back to the person I needed to be and was all along? No, I am a different shape all together, as is my life. A more fluid shape that does not need the sturdy definition of a box that it once needed to feel safe.
I look forward to moving on in life and flowing into different containers to allow myself to deepen my experience and understanding of myself and the world around me.
Time does not heal, it's what we do in that time that heals.