Also known as Kiss~  

11/6/06

Its funny that we come to this world alone

We leave this world alone

Always single solitary

A lone soul…

And just like the wind picking up fallen leaves

We pick up people as we go

Sometimes not knowing the direction

And it's a matter of perception as to whether or not

We must be connected

There are those with valid points

Its still a matter of choice

My opinion is that we are just the most highly evolved organism

Standing on two legs

Walking on two feet

Seeing with two eyes

Hearing with two ears

Advanced for sure

With utterance of speech

Brain functionality ensured our survival

But that's just the bodily aspect of this said man

Animal

Whatever you want to call it

There is that which is deeper

Than the organic chemicals in your body

Or how water is necessary for its existence

How all are truly interconnected

Blood, sweat, tears…

Sap, dew, rain…

Its all the same

One body

Yet many members…

One mind

Yet many fights

Among the divided

Those not united or understanding what united means

One

Single

Solitary

Alone

We are but a molecule in that vast thing that is the universe

The only place this world exists is your mind

Your story

Your drama

Your decisions

All ego fed

And I have not made mention of soul

Spirit

That which this body carries

Greater than that which is mind

It is this single state that is indefinable

Its funny that we come to this world alone

We leave this world alone

Always single solitary

A lone soul…

And just like the wind picking up fallen leaves

We pick up people as we go

Sometimes not knowing the direction

And it's a matter of perception as to whether or not

We must be connected

There are those with valid points

Its still a matter of choice

My opinion is that we are just the most highly evolved organism

Standing on two legs

Walking on two feet

Seeing with two eyes

Hearing with two ears

Advanced for sure

With utterance of speech

Brain functionality ensured our survival

But that's just the bodily aspect of this said man

Animal

Whatever you want to call it

There is that which is deeper

Than the organic chemicals in your body

Or how water is necessary for its existence

How all are truly interconnected

Blood, sweat, tears…

Sap, dew, rain…

Its all the same

One body

Yet many members…

One mind

Yet many fights

Among the divided

Those not united or understanding what united means

One

Single

Solitary

Alone

We are but a molecule in that vast thing that is the universe

The only place this world exists is your mind

Your story

Your drama

Your decisions

All ego fed

And I have not made mention of soul

Spirit

That which this body carries

Greater than that which is mind

It is this single state that is indefinable

In time you will find your dance again

Your rhythm will rock forth the birthing of great nations

You will rise and stand among the stars

Planted by a silver moon

You will show true

You...

The daughter of struggle, pain, and chance

You will find your voice again

And it will peal into the daytime's brightness

Pollenation to the flowers of undying breeds

You will be freedom

You will shout out into the distance

And reminisce on life's lessons

There will not always be pain

And after the storm's rain pelts upon your back and brow

You will plow the ground and sow seeds

Of reprieve

You will dance again

And sing your song unto the scattering winds

The melody will be carried into the atmosphere

And all that will hear it will be healed

You have been given this mission

This lesson

This life

Filled with pain, bitterness, beauty and strife

To teach those that look but don't see

To help those that have need

You have been given as a gift

You are a treasure

Something so very sacred

And in time you will appreciate that which you felt to be misery

Contempt, and ignorance

For that is the beauty of your song

And after your time is gone...

Your song will live on.

"And when we are gone, the song will live on, some stranger will hear and will say this is just how I feel, Every line, every moment is true..." Joe Sample f/ Lelah Hathaway from "The Song Lives On"

I owe it to myself to be honorable
To Them
Not for Them
but for me
To know that
I have walked in truth
And there is proof
to substantiate my claim
And I am not rich
or famous
to anyone
Mommy's had some hard
time
l e a n
times
in between time
I am raising THEM
I am raising me
into the heavens Daily
I plead with the God's
that They remain safe and out of harms way
While not in my care
I have a blessed obligation
To Love Them to my fullest extent
And I do
Before my life is through
I will be molded
As I am molding
Every Day
And I am ever so grateful for second chances
New beginnings
My soul grew weary a little while ago
I felt faint
I
wanted
to
f
a
i
n
t
Petitioned the throne for mercy
And so did I receive
Today's bounty is Peace~
And I stand against the shadow of
fear
Nor do I walk in resentment for the
time that has gone by there
for fear
is a place...
Every Day I find home in my
Heart~
Which is kept by my Soul's
Mate
An immaculacy of
Beauty, art, music, rhythm, rhyme and
Balance
A song played in the key of G~
Life is on track
So thankful for this race and the will to carry on
When the clouds turned gray
I walked in the rain
Its cold out
Spring seems late
Change comes at a constant rate
I do not worry for the morrow will render itself into its own
Doing
At present I am content to just be...
In this moment
I
Am
Free~
I am my truest self
And
I
Am
Overstanding
The Creator's plan for me
I submit
Will~Fully
Purely
This is eternity
And every day is an eternity unto itself
The greatness of choice
Is the
Placing of
The Pieces
Which Create the larger
Picture...
Designed in this arrangement
Or another...I decide,
Understanding
That puzzles are Pre-Constructed Forms that have to be
dis-placed
before
They are finally Put Together;
And it takes many tries to get Them right...
Not always will the first piece lay where I place it...
And this piece is not finished
This is just this moment's
Beginning

it is supposed to be survival of the fittest

faded dreams uncomprehensible

confusion

washed over with salted tears

and emptiness

a void created by me

for me

a vaccum

like prison room

i am confined

defined by perceptions of would be truths

i am the demon

consumed

covered by a smokescreen of apparent strength

when truly below the surface

i am weak...

a bleak turning of events

to set she free

from the insanity that will continue to walk with me

its better this way

her survival she has always maintained

today will be the same

"I wish you heaven, I wish you heaven...Prince"